I just want to take a minute to appreciate all the people who have helped me learn right from wrong. I want to thank all my ex's and could've been's. I want to thank you for pushing me farther and farther into the hole I dug for myself. I want to thank all assholes who judged me and helped me realize who i was and how little I gave a fuck. I want to thank my dad for being the best narcissistic asshole I know. My mother for being a bitch and a little psychotic. My real friends and my fake friends for helping me decide who was worth sticking around for. I want to thank society for beating me up and pushing me past my breaking point. I want to thank depression. Depression is a terrible thing but I appreciate it being there on the nights when I was completely and utterly alone. The tears may have stung my eyes, and the blades may have kissed my skin a couple times along the way but without all my mistakes and all my lowest times I would never be the person I am today. I want to take a moment and appreciate all my struggles and the complications I will come to face later on in this fucked up life. But for now, i will sit at home and thank all the people who have ruined me. Like Tyler Durden said "It's only after we've lost everything that we can have anything."
