BABY WANT, BABY CAN'T BABY ALL THE WAY

its not enough

Kris left by one saying that he has to go to work and fix his schedule because he is also going back to school. He has been enjoying his job that he doesn't want to leave it. Sandara just nodded and wished him safe when he drove out with his motorcycle.

When Sandara came back the room she saw some papers scattered at the table. Trying to fix them, she stakced them carefully and planned on putting them in a folder when something caught her eyes. it was the paper that she signed when Kris snuck into the house.

"Hmmmm, Why is he just scattering this around, careless, really careless," Sandara murmured. While looking for a place to put the form in she scanned the form.

"Hmmm, I thought Auntie was younger, but its the other way around," Sandara noticed when she looked into the information about Kris' parents. When she looked at the reverse side there is also the information about her.

"He went to mom and dad?" Sandara squinted her eyes checked it again.

"Park Dong- Il, Park Min Young," Sandara read. Both of her parents signed the paper. Sandara moved back up front to check.

It is not just a paper to have their daughter signed up for Canadian Citizenship, it's for application for Migration.

"Is Kris going to take our daughter to Canada? I thought he will finish school first before he goes back there? Is he going to separate me from our child? I- I need him, I need to talk to him," Sandara tried to be calm and think of the matter at hand.

With shaky fingers she grabbed her phone and called Kris.

"Yup, on my way to the university, want something?" Kris answered on the second ring.

"When are you going to tell me that you will bring my daughter to Canada without me?" Sandara asked a little too loud for phone conversation.

"Whoah, where'd you get that idea?" Kris asked.

"The paper you made me sign, its not for registration for citizenship, its for migration," Sandara started to cry.

"All right, I think we need to talk about this, don't hang up, stay with me, I will drive home now," Kris answered on the other line.

Sandara can hear the gust of wind and the other vehicles around as Kris drove home. While Kris is listening to Sandara's hiccups making him aware that she is still there.

"Tell the ahjumma to open the gates, I'm around the corner," Kris spoke. Standing up Sandara walked down the stairs and pushed the intercom to open the gate.

Kris drove in and skidded to a stop. He unmounted from the motorcycle and walked directly to the door. Sandara is waiting inside holding the paper.

Kris removed his helmet and tossed it to the maid who greeted him.

"Now, let's have a detailed conversation," Kris said seeing Sandara all red nosed and cheeks.

Sandara and Kris stood infront of each other. No one dared to speak as they measure each other's mood.

"Where did you see that Migration Paper that you are talking about?" Kris asked. eyeing the paper that Sandara has.

"Scattered paper at your table, I was fixing it and putting it away but I happened to read it," Sandara responded. Kris pinched the bridge of her nose.

"Did you read the whole document or just swiftly read it?" Kris asked again.

"Uhm, swift scan," Sandara answered.

"Read it, infornt of me, now," Kris glared. Sandara pointed her attention back to the paper. As she read the last sentence and the last period was seen all she wants to do is to have the ground swallow her. It really is for Citizneship paper with a clause stating that they have to migrate to Canada for the effectivity. Her name is included for migration and she was not able to read it properly.

"I-," Sandara started.

"I'm out of here," Kris said walking towards the stairs.

Now Kris is pissed off. Sandara knows no one can speak to him if he is that pissed. Even her who knows all the things inside his head cannot talk to him.

"Sorry," Sandara called out but Kris did not turn to her. She heard the door upstairs snap shut. The ahjumma heard it and went towards Sandara.

"What happened?" she asked.

"I made him mad, my stupidity and out of proportionness," Sandara replied.

Kris can't believe what just happened. Sandara pissed him off more that he should deserve. Reaching for his phone he called his Uncle.

"Hyung," Kris greeted.

"What's up?" Xiumin asked.

"I can't do this anymore, she is driving me crazy, I can't keep this any longer," Kris said.

"What will you do? disappear again permanently? just send child support and that's it?" Xiumin said.

"That sounds a good one," Kris said.

"Stupid I thought you love her, is that past tense now?" Xiumin scolded making Kris wince.

"Yes, I do hyung, but, its not enough, it's not enough for marriage," Kris said.

"So she really is just your bestfriend that you knocked up huh," Xiumin said.

"yes, sadly yes," Kris replied. Xiumin ended the call and Kris let go of the phone. Slowly he stripped and went to the bathroom to clean himself. After quite sometime he heard the door of the room open and close. He decided to ignore it and walked out to change his clothes. Sandara is sitting by the bed looking at him. He walked directly to the closet and took out a plain shirt and some jeans.

Hheading out?" Sandara asked. But he did not speak. He just gathered his keys and wallet again and walked out. Sandara sighed and stopped herself from crying.

"Yes, I do hyung, but, its not enough, it's not enough for marriage." That thing that Sandara heard Kris said really hit her hard.

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