Fifty Shades of Dallas

Central Park

I started dating Theo 2 months ago, but because Cam, my mate, hates the guy it's awkward now when we're together. I thought we could hang out but Cam doesn't accept Theo, I always thought he was wrong but it all changed last night.

I was at Theo's, we had Netflix up but even though he decided what we should watch, he had been texting throughout. I breathe then decide look past it, I keep watching the car show that we had on, but then Theo says, "Am can you get us some snacks?"

"Uh, okay," I respond, annoyed he was lazy but get up then walked over to Theo's kitchen, but when I look back he had the phone there. I sigh, grab some snacks out the cupboards, then take it back over to the sofa. I gave Theo the snacks but then he mumbles, "I need the bathroom," he gets up then leaves the sofa.

A second passes but then I saw Theo's phone was there because he gets a message, then a second. He wasn't back, I had seen what Theo's password was he probably thought I hadn't, but I had always sworn I wasn't gonna go through Theo's phone, I respect privacy. But then when he gets four more messages, I scrunch my eyes shut but then grab the phone. I tap the passcode then when the phone unlocks, I saw the messages, I saw all the damn messages-

Kaylee
My bed misses you Theo

Kaylee
Maybe you can come over later

Kaylee
I can tell you a secret

Kaylee
Victoria's Secret

Kaylee
Theo?

What the actual fuck- I can't breathe- Theo has been seeing Kaylee- Kaylee-

"Am?" Theo says, alarm there because he saw I had the phone, but I can't conceal my rage, he then says, "No you don't understand-"

"I understand, 2 months I dated a lying, cheating rat," I say, the words calm but deadly, though I was shaking, hands balled up but he only stares back, a dumb, clueless look there.

"Am- I-" He stutters, but there was no regret there, he was only sorry he got caught because then he pauses, not sure what to say.

I throw Theo's damn phone back, walk past the cheating scum but say, "This is over- I never wanna see you- ever-"

I leave the apartment, leave Theo, then storm out but it was already dark because it was Autumn, there was only the warm glow the street lamps gave. I hug my arms to stay warm because I hadn't remembered a coat, I usually take Theo's home- no shut up about the lying, cheating-

I walk, the pavement hard when I pass the street then the park gates, soon I was walking over the damp grass. The second I saw a park bench, I walk there because my legs can't walk much more, I was crushed.

Cam was right all along about Theo, I should have considered Cam's warning's but now I probably lost Cam. The only guy that has always been there. This time, I allow warm, heavy tears to stream down my face. But the tears weren't over Theo, he doesn't deserve my tears, Cam was the guy I was supposed to hang on to. Then I rub my tears away, grab my phone because I message Cam, he deserves a damn apology.

Amara
Sorry Cam, all along you saw through Theo, this was my fault but I miss you x

Cam
Where are you?

Amara
Park

Soon I look up, wary because I hate crying around people but there park was nearly abandoned, but I sat there, not able to get up. But then warm, strong hands wrap around my shoulders, I look up then saw he was there, Cam. He came. He doesn't demand a reason, he doesn't say I told you, he only gave the warm coat he had on, then sat there. He drags my back towards the strong shoulders he had, I was happy there, he was my happy place.

"Cam- I- he-" I say, my throat raw but then Cam places a kiss by my temple when he says, "Shhh, he doesn't deserve you,"

"No Cam, I don't deserve you," I say then look up, Cam's warm brown eyes there, he looks down, then says, "Amara, you deserve the world,"

Then he stands us up but doesn't release my face when he leans closer because he says, "Amara, I can't leave you alone, come over I need to take care you,"

The strong, reassuring look he had there was all I needed to grasp Cam's hands then say, "Okay Cam,"

This was it, Cam was always gonna be the one. He was my strength, he was my laughter, he was my world. I had even hurt Cam but he came, he was the one I always had but all these years I hadn't seen it.

"Cam, I care about you but I understand I probably destroyed the chance we had to be together," I say sadly then look down but Cam's hand grasps my face, he leans down when he says, "Amara, I swear no matter what happens I can't ever leave you,"

"God- Cam-" I say when I was overwhelmed by the love I saw there, but then because I can't keep it back, I kiss Cam.

I barely saw but it had then started to gently snow, because the cold snow soon surrounds us, but we were warm, we share our heat through our kiss.

All along Cameron loved you.

Cam was about to lean back but I grasp the strong shoulders, lean up because then soon our tongues dance together.  Cam's warm hands grasp my face closer, I grasp the short dark strands by Cam's neck, then murmur, "Cam,"

He takes a breath, leans closer, I thought he was gonna kiss my nose but he then says gently, "Amara,"

But Cam had a hunger there because then we kiss, I then declare through our kiss that I was always gonna love Cam, he was the one...