Chapter 6

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~San POV~

3:22 pm Wednesday

(Btw the guy who took Wooyoung aka the leader of the other Mafia's name Is Hak Beomseok)(Also sorry for the short chapter. Updates might be a little slower)

The awkward silence was killing me.  I mean the situation was already heavy and filled with tension but the akward silence wasn't helping. I looked at Mingi who was jittery and hadn't stopped messing with his hands since we got in the car, I looked over to see Hongjoong who was just looking back at Mingi from the rear-view mirror, and Yeosang seemed to be lost in his thoughts as he was looking out the passenger side window. I looked outside the window to see we were in the middle of nowhere. It was just grass, some trees, and rocks. Besides that we and the 7 other cars were the only thing around for miles. I yawned as I felt tried as fuck but I knew I couldn't sleep till all this shit was over with and it won't be over till I see both Sangjun's  and Beomseok's head on my floor. Beomseok was still locked up in our basement and had been since yesterday, I was waiting for the moment that we could just kill him, but we all agreed to wait so we could all do it together since we all wanted to hear that pussy ass bitch beg for mercy as we slowly killed him. I couldn't wait to get Sangjun, I just wanted to kill him already and make him pay for what he fucking did, and I hoped maybe after we killed him or at least had him tied up Mingi would feel a little bit better or maybe act a little more like himself. I looked back out the window to see the same thing I've been seeing for the last 30 minutes grass and trees. I sighed as I had so much on my mind. I finally looked ahead to see a group of buildings at the end of the road. "You guys ready" Hongjoong asked in an almost excited revengeful tone. Yeosang and San nodded "Yea" I responded. After about 3 minutes we parked and soon after all of the cars following us including Seonghwa's car had parked next to ours. Besides ours there were four other cars which meant there weren't many people here. I stepped out as the guards surrounded us and were already making their way outside. Seonghwa, Jongho, and Yunho came over to us "You ready?" Jongho asked as we all nodded, before moving to go inside we all looked at Mingi who looked extra jumpy and like he was about to shoot everything in sight. We began walking into the biggest building along with the guards who followed closely behind us. We walked in to see our guards going through everything looking for important files and looking for every single person on there. One of the guards walked up to us the second we walked in "We found him" the guard stated with a bow, we all nodded as he led us up to the second floor to a room at the end of the very long hallway. We walked into the office like room to see three of our guards holding a gun to his head as he was kneeling on the floor as if he was being arrested by a cop. We all crowed in and took a look at the pathetic bitch, "You're not so big and bad now" Hongjoong said while kicking him in the stomach. I looked behind me to see Mingi standing in the doorway practically shaking as he clenched his fist, he looked so scared yet so angry at the same time. "Aww are you scared" Sangjun smirked, Seonghwa quickly walked over grabbing him by his hair and kicking him in the dick. "Shut the fuck up you pig" Seonghwa barked "I'm a pig? Why because I know how your boyfriend likes it" He winked at Mingi which just made me want to throw up. I quickly walked over to him and pushed him to the ground pushing my foot into his chest "Your just mad that he liked it! You have to admit it you liked it" His smirk growing bigger with each word. I pushed my foot deeper into his chest. Before I could do anything else Mingi gently moved me out of the way before crouching down. We all looked at him as we were all shocked and curious what he would do. Mingi without a word punched him in the face before grabbing his hair and throwing his head back bashing it in to the floor three times before standing up. Sangjun was barely conscious as Mingi looked down on him "Don't worry we'll have fun with you later" Mingi growled lowly before kicking him harshly in the head before walking to the doorway "I need to go outside" He blankly said as his voice broke. We all just silently nodded as Hongjoong instructed the guards to take Sangjun to the car. "Do you think he's okay?" Yeosang asked "I don't think so" Yunho responded as he went over to the desk and started going through it. Hongjoong went over to help him as Yeosang and Jongho left the room to go check the rest of the building. Seonghwa looked at me "I'm going to go check on him"  Seonghwa stated "Okay" I said as Seonghwa started walking, I followed closely behind as we made our way out of the building. We walked outside to see Mingi banging his fist against the hard brick wall on one of the smaller buildings. We quietly walked over as we got closer to see tears pouring down his face. He was a mess, his hair was messed up, tears were uncontrollably falling down his face, and blood was falling from his knuckles as I was almost sure he was about to make a hole in the wall. We walked closer and closer, and I could hear his sobs and his grunts "Mingi" Seonghwa called out for him in a carful gentle tone as he looked almost fragile. "Huh?" Mingi looked at us surprised, "Why are you out here" He asked as he quickly wiped the tears off of his face. "We're checking on you" Seonghwa answered as he reached his hand out and walked closer trying to put his hand on Mingi's shoulder. Mingi flinched quickly as he stepped back. "Hey, it's okay" Seonghwa said as he put his hand on Mingi's shoulder gently rubbing it. "You know you could've stayed with Wooyoung" I chimed in "No, I wanted to be here and I'm not going back to the hospital until they're both dead" Mingi's tone was sharp but shaky at the same time. "Are you sure Mingi you..... don't look that great" I asked as I looked him up and down, to be honest he was a total mess he looked like he was about to have a major breakdown. His messy on edge look spoke volumes about the anger and chaos that was raging through him. His beautiful brown eyes now looked dead and soulless the only thing his eyes held was sadness. His eyes darted around nervously unable to focus on any one thing for more than a second. He looked distraught but at the same time he talked as if he was perfectly fine. Mingi ran his fingers through his hair as he stepped back and began pacing "Hey what's wrong?" Seonghwa questioned as Mingi began to look more and more on edge as each second went by. I looked at Seonghwa who looked just as worried as I was, although I was getting use to his new jumpy demeaner this was completely different and he was on extreme edge he looked almost paranoid.  I heard his breathing sped up as he continued pacing. "Mingi" I called out "What's going on? Are you okay?" I asked as I could tell he most defiantly wasn't. He just tugged at his hair even more as faced his feet "I don't know" He breathlessly choked out, his tone was broken and stuttered. "I don't know" He repeated over and over again. I looked at Seonghwa with wide eyes. I had no clue what to do, was he having a panic attack or a mental break down or something else? I had no idea, I wanted to help him so bad, I wanted to fix all of his problems and make him feel better, but I couldn't cause I had no idea what was going on with him and absolutely no idea how to help him. Mingi crouched down so he was still on his feet but his knees were pushed into his chest. "Fuck!" He screamed as loud as he could "You shouldn't love me" "I'm useless" "I fucking let him do that" " I could've got my hands out sooner!" "I could've done something!" "I want to kill him so bad, but I can barely look at him! Fuck!" His screams got louder and louder as his tears got faster and his grip on his hair got harder. I didn't know what to say, I looked at Seonghwa who looked just as worried and clueless as I did. "Mingi" Seonghwa called as he walked over to him crouching down "Hey, you were tied up Mingi there was only so much you could do" Seonghwa whispered "Bu-but I not only let me get h-hurt but I let Woo get hurt! I couldn't even save myself!" Mingi muttered "I don't deserve you guys or your love, I promised to protect you at the alter and I couldn't" He sobbed "I couldn't" his breathe quickened as he kept repeating 'I couldn't'. Seonghwa grabbed one of his shoulders and lifted his chin, so he was looking him in the eye. "Hey, hey you're okay, just take a breathe" Seonghwa tried to calm him down, but I was unsure if it was working. I walked over, reaching out a hand to help Mingi up. it took Mingi a second before noticing my hand but once he realized he grabbed my hand and pulled himself up. The second he stood fully on his feet he stepped back trying to catch himself as he almost fell back. He stumbled a bit as Seonghwa grabbed him from behind which made him jump but once he realized it was Seonghwa he quickly turned around and fell into his chest. Seonghwa geld him close rubbing his back and quietly shushing him "Shhhh it's okay, it's okay" Seonghwa repeated trying to soothe him. "Mingi none of this was your fault, you were defenseless there was nothing you could do" I quietly told him as I ran my fingers through his hair. Mingi stood up straight pushing both me and Seonghwa away "Stop!" he yelled as he once again grabbed his hair "Stop! Stop! Stop! Stop!" He yelled over and over. "Mingi, what's going on?" I questioned. "I'm not fucking defenseless or weak or pathetic or useless or flawed!" He barked loudly "We didn't say that" Seonghwa calmly answered, confused on why he was saying all of this. "But you keep calling me defenseless! fuck! I'm not defenseless!" He growled as he began pacing in circles. I walked over grabbing his arm, right when he felt me grip his arm he pushed me away, I stumbled back as he just stood in shock. I knew he didn't mean it, he was panicking and mad and I knew I shouldn't have grabbed his arm when he couldn't see me it was my fault. "What!" Mingi yelled out of shock. He walked further away from us and began pacing in larger circles, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry" He repeated to me over and over again. "Mingi it's okay" I calmly whispered. "No, no, no, no it's not" He stuttered, he almost seemed as if he was on drugs, his mind and body was racing, and it was almost like he couldn't stop. "Mingi! Stop! I'm fine! Please just breath for a minute! Let us help you let us be there for you!" I barked, he stood still for a second before walking towards me, he stood in front of me "I want to! I want to calm down and let you guys help me, but it feels like I can't" He muttered through cries. I pulled him close as he practically fell onto me sobbing. "Hey, were here for you okay, well help you" I told him as I gently rubbed his back. "It's alright, Mingi. We're here to support you. I promise we'll help you get through this," I murmured, embracing him tightly. Seonghwa joined us, wrapping his arms around us both in a comforting hug. Mingi's tears continued to fall, but they gradually subsided as he allowed himself to lean on us for comfort. We stood together in silence, offering love and understanding. Gradually, Mingi's breathing calmed, and his body relaxed in our embrace. "Thank you," he whispered gratefully. "Thank you for being here for me." We remained in that comforting embrace, allowing Mingi to release his emotions.

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