Sweet desire (phantom of the opera x Y/N)

This wrong feeling...

Eriks POV

I gazed into her eyes trying to stop myself from scaring her off, I wanted to caress her body, wanting to feel the same that I had felt with Christine. She was beautiful she wasn't the usual girl I would love, and she had some weight but I didn't judge her as she hadn't to me. Well, I had hoped she hadn't judged me. I walked closely and tried to keep my hands away from her which was nearly impossible, but still, I had some willpower. I looked at her and started helping her with her voice. She had a sultry voice like Christine, possibly a mezzo-soprano but possibly not an alto. I'll teach her to have a soprano voice as it's an exceptionally beautiful voice.

Suddenly she finished and she gave me this look, I couldn't take my eyes off her. I felt as if it was wrong for me to love her but still, I could lust her. She slowly walked around stroking the art supplies, delighted, she smiled slightly. I could see her falling In love with me, but how... I hadn't even asked her name... I looked at her embarrassed and said, 'I know I should have asked this before but what is your name' She slightly laughed making me feel more embarrassed but she comforted me saying I'm sorry but that it was a little funny how u help a girl sing but not know her name' then said her name was Y/N. I looked at her and said 'Y/N such a beautiful name' She suddenly blushed slightly and said thanks.

I felt the urge to walk up to her wanting to put my hand around her waist, so I slowly walked up to her reaching my arm around her and feeling her body next to mine, I was so infatuated with her, She looked at me as if she wanted me to kiss her so I slowly leaned in. She looked at me with her eyes on my lips, I wanted her so badly. I felt her get closer and closer to my lips as I felt her breath graze against my lips, I pulled away. Quickly I said 'We must get you back those fools in my theatre will need you..' I couldn't believe how I could do that, I wanted her didn't I...

Y/N POV

I wondered why he said they would need me and why he would push me away even when I was giving flirtatious glances, maybe he didn't find me attractive... that would be understandable I didn't even look that attractive... Me and him rushed back in time for rehearsal. At that moment the owners got a note saying:

'Like I have said before my pay is due
the next play you'll cast Miss Y/N as the lead
O.G.'

Everyone suddenly looked at me shocked and the owners laughed hysterically. I usually cannot sing. I soon sang trying to prove them wrong and their mouths dropped to the ground later that evening I was cast to play the lead in the latest play.

When I got onto the stage I was in fear as no one usually cared. I looked up into box 5 and saw him... The phantom... Suddenly I felt as if every lyric was on the wrong note but somehow everyone clapped once I finished the song... I smiled and blushed so much and saw a note fall to the side of the stage.

Once everyone had left, I saw a cleaner nearly pick it up but I ran pacing towards it and blurted out wait and the cleaner looked at me confused and said 'is this yours' I nodded frantically. They gave it to me and I smiled to symbolise I was thanking them. They waved as they walked off. I read it the note made my smile become even larger and my cheeks become redder.

'Y/N, I am guessing you are reading this note,
Your singing was beautiful tonight i would like you to the Mirror again tonight at 1am.
No one must see you
A.O.M'

I read it and ran up to the Dorms feeling as if I was floating. I looked up to see Vivian, She looked sad. I saw something next to her it was a suitcase. I was in shock and my mouth became a gape. She said she was leaving, I felt the breath leave my mouth... I asked why and she gave me a bland reason which was she just had to leave and didn't want me to ask any questions and she may come back someday but not anytime soon. I felt tears welling up in my eyes and Hugged her tight feeling so alone and depressed that she was leaving me. As I walked her to the exit I waved her goodbye not knowing if I would ever see her again.

I decided to go to bed and cried for another 2 hours feeling as if I had lost my only friend that had been there for me.