Second chance [Beomjun/Yeongyu]

Part VI

    "But, we would never want you to be someone that hurt other people's feeling." She said and YJ nodded.
   
    "If you got him, then, treat him right." She advised as she pulled YJ in for a hug.
   
    "Thank you, Mom. I love you." YJ said as he kissed his mother's cheek and she replied the same thing. "I love you more, my son." She said, smiling.
   
    "Do you wanna go inside?" She asked and YJ shook his head.
   
    "I fear that I might bump into BG inside." YJ said and she immediately understood.
   
    She got up, fixed her dress and went inside the mansion.
   
    YJ was sitting alone.
   
    He didn't regret a single thing of what he said about himself in the speech just now. He just regretted that he just had to hurt someone so beautiful in his eyes.
   
    "That's so damn brave of you."
   
    YJ looked up and was surprised to see BG was standing in front of the gazebo, smiling at him.
   
    "Beomgyu" YJ whispered out his name emotionally and BG just hummed as he stepped into the gazebo.
   
    "This place is nice. May I sit?" BG asked and YJ nodded slowly as he's nervous to see the younger male.
   
    "What's this called again? Gabezo?" BG asked as he sat down next to YJ.
   
    "Gazebo." YJ let out a soft chuckle.
   
    "Dang it, I was so close." BG said, giggling.

    YJ couldn't help but smiled to himself as BG was back, talking to him again. His laughter was an additional point.
   
    "How's life been?" BG asked and YJ sniffled as he stared at BG who's been staring at the view in front him. The garden was filled with various types of flower and red roses taking up most of the space.
   
    "I love roses." BG suddenly said. "Although people said that it's common but my reason was different from others. Some may say that red roses is beautiful bcs it embodied love." BG smiled.
   
    "But I love red roses bcs of it as a whole, including the thorns. But, If I have to choose one part, I'll choose the petals. You could get sucked into the other reality whenever you stare into the petals. It's so mesmerizing." BG continued. YJ never took his eyes off the younger male.
   
    "When you realize it, your hand is already bleeding bcs of the thorns. But, you were too immersed with the beautiful petals that you ignored the pain..." BG smiled as he turned to look at YJ. YJ blinked a few times as they made eye contact.
   
    They held the eye contact for a few seconds before BG said, "That rose was you, hyung."
   
    YJ could feel his heart ache. BG's smile faltered as he broke he stare and looked at his shoes.
   
    "This is my second time wearing a suit, hyung." BG said, smiling happily once again. "But this time, it's my own suit. My parents bought it for me. I still have yours at home." BG added and YJ nodded with a small smile.
   
    "That's good then." He croaked out and BG nodded as he smiled. "If it's mine then, I can do whatever I want with it, right?' BG asked and YJ nervously nodded.
   
    "I was wondering if I should give it to the charity." BG voiced out and YJ felt his heart break even more. "C-cant you just keep it to yourself?" YJ stuttered.
   
    "I don't wear these kind of clothes often, hyung." BG said, smiling lovingly.
   
    He turned to look at YJ's watery eyes. "Oh hyung, why are you crying?" BG asked as he wiped YJ's tears away with his own thumb.
   
    That made YJ sobbed. BG had to hold YJ's face in his hands. "Hyung, look at me." BG said and YJ looked up at him.
   
    "You broke me so bad but I still want to be friends with you, hyung." BG smiled.
   
    "I- I don't wanna be j-just friends with you!" YJ sobbed hardly and BG was taken aback as the older male kept on crying.
   
    "It h-hurts me t-too..." YJ cried and BG sighed.
   
    "You're the one who made me depressed, yet you're acting like I'm the one who left you alone."BG said and YJ wiped his tears away.
   
    "I'm sorry." YJ sobbed.
   
    "But, I'm serious with whatever things I've said in the hall." YJ said and BG looked at him. "Oh, really? Aren't you the one who said you liked me when we were making out in bed then leaving me behind after?" BG giggled.
   
    YJ bit his lips bcs although what BG said sounded very straightforward but it's the truth.
   
    "If I could turn back time, I'll fix everything. I won't even hit on you in the first place." YJ said and BG sighed once again.
   
    "Hyung, you don't understand." BG said and YJ looked at him.
   
    "It's not you. I should be the one to fix everything. Fix my feelings and all. I shouldn't have fallen in love with you." BG said and YJ shook his head.
   
    "Please don't say that, Gyu..." YJ began to cry again.
   
    "Are you always this crybaby whenever you started crying?" BG asked, chuckling as he caressed YJ's back softly.
   
    "I regretted everything a lot, Beomgyu... All those mistakes I've made towards you. It's all fucked up, I know. But please... don't fall out of love from me." YJ sobbed loudly and BG sighed sadly.
   
    "Please forgive me... Don't leave me..." YJ sobbed as he held BG's hands. "Beomgyu, I love you." YJ sniffled as he confessed his true feelings towards the boy.
   
    "Hyung, I forgive you." BG said and YJ's eyes lit up. "And... I love you too. I always do." BG smiled and YJ immediately pulled him into a hug.
   
    BG patted his back softly and he said, "But hyung, I don't want to take another step forward with you." YJ let go off the hug and held BG firmly.
   
    "Gyu, please. I beg you. Please, give me a chance... I'll prove my worth to date you." YJ said and BG stared at him pitifully.
   
    "Hyung, you can't beg me like this." BG sighed. "It's just- You become my love interest after a while of me being absolutely single, But then, you left me." BG reasoned.