“Apo bakit ba parang lagi ka nalang pagod?” tanong ni Lola
“madami lang akong raket lola” pagsisinungaling ko
Kung alam lang ni lola ang rason kung bakit ako laging pagod ay baka nakalbo nya na ang bulbol ko at nakurot ang singit ko. Lagi nalang akong pinapagod ni Samuel, pinagpatuloy namin ang aming ginagawang kapusukan dahil pareho naman namin iyong nagustuhan. We don’t have any level, we’re not even friends we only fuck, we’re like fuckbuddies.
Hindi ko alam na aabot kame sa ganito ni Samuel, we used to play when we were kids and now we used to fuck . We’re also mortal enemy, not totally pero madalas ko syang tarayan dahil sa kapilyuhan nya, he’s also 1 year younger than me.
That’s why I didn’t expect that we clicked in bed. We just fuck after fucking we act like its nothing.
“Hindi mo kailangan rumaket ng rumaket apo, hindi naman tayo nagugutom ng sobra, ang importante nakakakain tayo ng tatlong beses sa isang araw, minsan nga apat na beses kapa” she teased me
I just smile at her. Kaya din ako nagpupursigi sa pagtatrabaho dahil hindi na bumabata si Lola, kapag nagkasakit sya kailangan ng gamot, kaya naman nag iipon talaga ako. Kahit naman paraket raket lang ako ay may ipon na din ako. I have a page on social media like facebook and instagram where I post the crochet and clothes I made and sell it to it exact price for its quality.
Malaki laki din ang kinikita ko duon. I was shocked before when I got my first customer overseas, in Canada, she bought a crochet puff dress. Malaki ang bayad nuon 1000 plus din. Kapag handmade items kase ay mas mahal ang price dahil nakadepende iyon sa quality na ginamit at oras na ginawa iyon.
Madami ang umoorder sa akin online kaya naman pagtapos ko magbenta ng mga gulay sa palengke ay nagtatahi o naggagansilyo ako pag uwi.
Sa gabi naman ay niroromansa ako ni Samuel. What we have is just a pure lust ,nothing more.
A ring on my phone got my attention. I picked it up and answered the call without looking at the caller.
“Hello?”
“Nat, kita tayo mamayang gabi sa labas ng bahay” bungad ni Samuel
“busy ako, naggagansilyo ako” sabi ko
“Saglit lang naman, tsaka mamayang gabi pa naman, Im sure you will like what we will do” sabi nya , I can imagine him smirking while saying that.
“pasensya na Samuel, pero mas importante ang ginagawa ko, may mga orders akong kailangan tapusin, pwede ka naman munang humanap ng iba kung hindi kana talaga makatiis but if that happened, Im sorry pero ayaw ko mahawaan ng sakit” sabi ko at pinatay ang tawag.
Thinking him fûcking with other woman clenched my heart. I feel a pain, but I shrugged it off. If his lust cant wait, he can fûck anyone that he liked but that also means cutting our ties on bed.
Mahirap na mahawaan ng sakit, he don’t used protection when we’re fûcking, he said he like it raw e malay ko kung ganun din sya sa iba. Im just making sure of my safety because I cant leave my Lola. Hindi naman ako hayok na hayok sa sex, si Samuel nga lang nagparamdam sa akin ng ibayong sarap na dulot nun. At his age of 21 I can tell that he’s already expert in bed. He like it rough and hard, he sometimes do kinky stuff like tying my hands with cuffs, or neck tie, anything than can tied my hands, or he will choked me with his hands but he love choking me more with his cóck.
“apo?” katok ni lola mula sa labas ng kwarto
“bakit po lola?” tanong ko
“andito si Samuel, papasukin ko na may importanteng sasabihin daw sayo” sabi nya at pinapasok na nga ang damuhong lalaki bago pa ako makasagot.
Nakasalubong ko ang seryosong tingin ni Samuel. Nilock pa nito ang pinto bago lumakad papunta sa akin.
Nilibot nya ang tingin nya sa masikip kong kwarto. My room is only good for one-person only. May mga nakakalat pang mga yarn at crochet tools sa ibabaw ng kama ko.
“Anong ginagawa mo dito? Anong sasabihin mo?” kunot noong sabi ko
“I didn’t like what you said earlier.” Seryosong sabi nya
“Nagsasabi lang ako ng totoo Samuel, if you cant wait, you can fûck another woman, I don’t mind” I said seriously, his eyes darkened because of what I said.
“Are you fûcking real woman? It’s so easy for you to gave me to another woman! But sorry to tell you this Nat but this dîck of mine only salute to that pûssy of yours. Kaya wag na wag mo akong ipahingi sa iba, ako nga pinagdadamot kita” mahahalata ang inis sa boses nya.
I am shocked on what he said.
“bakit mo naman ako ipagdadamot sa iba? E nagkakantután lang naman tayo at wala ng iba diba? Paano ako makakapag boyfriend ng afam nyan?” tanong ko
“What the hell Nat! Bakit kapa maghahanap ng afam kung andito nako? I can do better , Im also big like them Im sure my côck is fatter!” he hissed “ at ano? Sex lang ba talaga ang tingin mong habol ko sayo? I just made it my way to be more closer to you Nat, so I can have your attention than pissing you off! I like you Nat, no I love you since we were teenager” he said directly looking on my eyes.
My mouth gap. “A-ano?”
“Pûtangina mahal kita Natasha!” he almost shout and claim my lips.
That day, he started courting me. Parang ang bilis ng pangyayari, he asked my Lola’s blessing , alam din nila Antie Elma na nililigawan ako ni Samuel, at first I thought they don’t like the idea because Im not a college graduate like Samuel, I don’t have a stable job like other woman but they gave me a warm welcome, they said that they are happy because finally Samuel settled his mind to be more responsible than keep playing around. Natutuwa daw sila dahil ako ang nagustuhan ni Samuel, kilala daw nila at mabait pa. I just smiled at the thought that they like me even though our kind of livings are far different. Sila Samuel kase ay mayroong kaya, mas angat ang buhay kaysa sa amin, mayroon sila automotive shop, gas station at grocery store.
