“gwaugk ugghh hmpp” pilit kong tinutulak ang hita ni Samuel palayo ngunit patuloy lang sya sa paglabas masok sa bunganga ko.
“ahh mahal ang sarap, ang init ng bunganga mo” ungol nya at sinagad ang tîtí nya kaya naman halos mawalan ako ng hininga dahil sumasagad ito sa lalamunan ko.
Tumingin sya sa akin, kitang-kita ko ang sarap na bumabalatay sa mga mata nya.
“Ang ganda mo lalo mahal kapag nakapasok ang tîtí ko sa bibig mo ugh ugh”
He fûcked my mouth until he cum. He made me swallow his cum that made my face crumpled dahil ayaw ko ng lasa ang panget.
He kissed me on my lips and massage my boobs.
“basa kana” he said when he cupped my femininity.
“Ahh mahal” I moaned when he push his two fingers inside me.
He finger fuck me until I cum and even though Im still catching my breath he position himself between me and put my one leg on his shoulder and let the one lay on the bed . He fully pushed his cóck inside me and rammed me hard and rough.
“ahh mahal ugh sige pa kantutîn mo lang ako” ungol ko habang tumiritik ang mata dahil sa pagbayo nya.
“Ang sikip mo pa din mahal kahit inaaraw-araw na kita” sabi nya
Ungol at pagsasalpukan lamang ng aming mga kaselanan ang maririnig sa loob ng kwarto nya. We’re the only people on their house dahil ang magulang nya ay nasa trabaho. Today is his day off, wala syang kapatid , only child lang sya.
We fuck until we’re sated, no, I mean until his sated.
We’ve been in a relationship now for a year now and everythings fine. Hindi mawawala ang away but in the end of the day we will not sleep until we’re not okay. I can say that we love each other the same. Masaya ang relasyon namin sa loob ng isang taon, I got myself a stable job, I have my own business. Lumago ang page ko kung saan ako nagpopost ng mga handmade na mga damit at dresses. dahil may isang artista na nag order ng gawa ko at sinuot nya yun sa isang interview , tinanong sya ng host and she said my page name. Duon nagbloom ang negosyo ko.
“I love you so much Nat” he whispered while hugging me from the back.
Humilig ako sa dibdib nya.
“Mahal na mahal din kita Samuel. A year with you is the best , I hope spending more years with you”
“Im sure we will, don’t ever think of leaving me. Im going to be crazy mahal” sabi nya kaya naman natawa ako
“I wont, basta promise mo sakin na hinding hindi mo ako sasaktan”
“Hinding-hindi Natasha, ang umiyak ka dahil sa sakit na dulot ko ang hindi ko kayang makita, ang umiyak sa sarap yun ang lagi kong gustong ipadama sayo”
That’s the conversation of us that I cant forget even though its been a years already too since that happen. After him telling that a months after I caught him having an affair with another woman, I confronted him.
“sino sya?” Im holding my tears while looking at him.
I just caught him going out of the hospital with a pregnant woman. His holding her on the waist, making sure to take care of her.
“M-mahal”
“Sino sya?” galit na sabi ko
“Im sorry Nat. Its just a mistake. I got drunk , so wasted I got her pregnant” he said that made my heart broke in pieces.
“Tangina kailan?”
“nuong party ni Liam, sorry Nat hindi ko alam kung anong nangyari. I just woke up naked beside her in a room” he explained, his tears falling down on his cheeks, he’s now on his knee begging me for forgiveness.
“Tangina its been a months now Samuel. Wala kang planong sabihin sa akin? Gago ka pinagmukha mo akong tanga. N-niloko moko gago” I keep pulling his hair, wala syang ginawa kundi sumabay sa akin na umiyak.
“I-im sorry mahal. Napag usapan na namin to ni Iya, susustentohan ko lang ang bata. W-wag moko iwan mahal please mababaliw ako” he hugged my legs.
“Ginalaw mo, binuo mo, panindigan mo. Maghiwalay na tayo”
“N-no no mahal, please no” he begged
I pushed him with all my strength, ang sakit. Sobrang sakit.
The same day my heart even more broken because of the news .
“W-wala na ang Lola mo Nat”
My lola’s had a heart attack while Im gone. Hindi lang isa ang nawala sa akin, kundi dalawang mahal ko sa buhay.
That day, I lost myself too.
