Just a Bunch of Random Stories

Seeing him Once More

For the ones who survive each day, loving a fictional character.

I hope you find someone to love who reminds you of them. If you haven't found

them yet, don't give up. They're out there somewhere, just hiding in plain sight.

"Is it possible to miss someone I've never met?" I ask, looking up with tears in my eyes, "because I miss you so much that it's not even funny anymore. And it hurts, so bad because I know I'll never be able to meet you"

"do you not count your dreams as a meeting? You get to meet me then" he says, tucking my hair behind my ear, and wiping away the tears that have fallen.

"I do but...I just want to be able to hug you in real life. I'm so tired of only being able to see and hug you in my dreams." I whisper, hugging him tighter.

I hear him sigh, and feel him tighten his grip. "I love you. I love you, I love you, I love you. You have my thoughts, my heart, my life...my everything. I've loved you since I met you, and I hate you for not being real, I hate you so much for that. But even still, I love you." I say, not wanting to let go.

"I love you too. I love you more then you'll ever know. But you have to go back. I know you'll find someone who can love you like I want to. So go, live your life, but remember, if you ever need a friend, I'll always be here for you." he told me with a smile

"no, no, no, no. I'm-I'm not ready yet please wait, no!" I cry feeling him disappear from my hold.
I sit up from my bed, tears falling down my face, I look around disoriented, before remembering

the dream, and looking down to see what I'd been hugging because it felt so...real, and so warm.

To say I was disappointed would be an understatement, because all I saw was my big stuffed lizard. I cried for the next 15 or so minutes before getting up, and ready for school. I went the whole day on autopilot, unable to get the dream out of my head. It was like I wasn't in control of my own body, just a spectator, watching everything happen. It all felt so, fake and...forced, every smile, every hello, everything.

I haven't had a dream about him since, but he's still filled my thoughts daily. I hope that I find him again. I don't care whether it's in my dreams or in reality. I just want to see him again.

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Hey guys! Hope you enjoyed this!! If you did please vote if you can! I may not completely relate to this feeling, but I know your pain. I love you all so much, and hope you're having a great morning/day/night. Please remember to take care of yourself. If not for you, do it for me, and your comfort character. I know that I don't want you to not take care of yourself, and I'm sure that they want you to take care of yourself as well. Eat at least 2 meals a day, drink plenty of water, and get at least 7 hours of sleep.

Welp...now I gotta go finish the other two stories I currently have drafted...hehe that's gonna be fun. Until the next chapter, I bid you farewell. <3