Instagram AU!
Han has kept his feelings bottled up for too long. It's time to turn to Stay for help. He just wanted to vent but he starts get all sorts of comments including someone who acts an awful lot like leeknow...
What happens when leeknow fin...
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Han pushed play on the audio and leeknow felt a chill travel up and down his spine. It was a slow steady beat. Calm but in a way haunting. He fell silent, full attention on his crush's song. The words began with a muffled tone he guessed it was the bridge leading up to the chorus or first verse. But the lyrics made his heart skip a beat.
"I'll protect you it's okay to hurt I'll embrace the wounds the tears you shed To me, you're already a sin"
Leeknows gaze flickered to Han. He was right. Loving him was a sin. It was forbidden and yet forbidden fruit always tasted so much sweeter.
Hans melodic voice cut through, bringing goosebumps along his arms. Leeknow could just feel the emotion of the words deep in his bones. He didn't know what he was supposed to be feeling right now and he couldn't identify it either.
"Light the way for me, brighter, more, please even in the night so dark I'm not scared if I'm with you Even if I've seen this a hundred times, I still lack so much"
Leeknow blushed. This was definitely a love song but somehow so much deeper than he ever imagined. Was this about him? It was highly possible given the instagram posts he had seen. The thought made his heart pound.
"The scars of the wounds that covered my heart only you could notice them You were so warm when you hugged me tight I guess I teared up for a moment, because it was the first time"
Leeknow felt his eyes water. It was describing the moment from the practice room. When he had hugged him tightly and Han had cried his heart out to him. Leeknow still felt guilty and he swallowed a lump in his throat. The chorus sounded again. Lord how he loved Hans voice. It was so smooth and comforting.
"I can't refuse because you're the sweetest evil You can burst into flames, and you can scorch me when I stand next to you I can be anything you want me to be you can hurt me, I don't care you can burn me Unlike those who run away from you, I'll embrace you I am happy with what I can get"
Leeknow clenched a fist at himself. Han didn't deserve to be toyed with like this. He deserved to be loved by someone who wasn't afraid to care, to admit he cared. Oh why did Han want leeknow of all people? I'm a coward.
"Like a volcano Love at a temperature that can melt whatever it touches Take me with you, to the bottom of the earth It's okay if everything burns down Even if I go back hundreds of times, my choice is always You"
Leeknow gritted his teeth. He hated how much Han idolized him when he really didn't deserve it. Han was so beautiful in his heart so pure. He was so much better than the other would ever be able to see.
"So I can melt into you Hug my body even if it hurts, it's okay Among the cold and harsh waves I need your heat you are my volcano"
Leeknow fell silent for a moment that felt like forever. Han dared to sneak a glance at him. Wondering what his reaction would be.
"That was... beautiful." Leeknow breathed in awe. Hans ears grew red as he continued. "That person doesn't deserve you. They don't know what they have." He muttered.
Han grabbed his hand quickly. "No. He just doesn't feel worthy." He corrected and leeknow smiled softly before turning his head to the floor.
He bit his lip and took a deep breath.
"Hannie. I actually have something to show you too."
Han perked up in surprise. "A song?"
Leeknow nodded, scooting closer to the computer so their arms brushed. "May I?" He gulped and Han nodded, not moving away.
Leeknow pulled up the tab and hesitated before clicking play. He never could have expected the end result
