I wonder what's going through your mind right now. Do you ever think about me? Do you ever find yourself missing me when I cross your mind? Or is it just me? I don't know. I won't know unless I ask you. And I'm afraid you'd say no if I do so. The thought of you forgetting about me pains me quite too much. Too much to bear. But it's for the better, right? Ayoko nang masaktan ka pa dahil sa akin. I don't wanna make you cry anymore. I'm not worthy of your tears. I don't want you crying over someone like me. I wish I was there to wipe the tears off your cheeks but I'm sure, ayaw mo na akong makasama pa. I'm sorry. I think of you all the time. I've spent two days holding back my tears. I've spent two nights crying all night. You're always on my mind, I don't even have enough time to think about my problems anymore. All I could think about is our happy memories. I'm confused. Minsan, I wish you'd forget about me and find someone who's capable of making you smile. But I cry over the thought of you, completely forgetting about me and finding happiness without me. To the point na nagmamakaawa na ako kay Lord na sana never akong mawala sa isip mo. But that's so selfish. I'll try to stop feeling that way. I just wanna be happy for you. That's the least I could do for you after hurting you for so many times. I'm so sorry.
