I'm trying to keep myself distracted by painting my nails. But I saw something heartbreaking. Paano ko ngayon tatapusin 'to? I'm crying. Nanlalabo ang mata ko. Nanlalambot ako. Masakit pero okay lang. At least, 'di ba, you're able to cut me off. Which means, magsisimula ka na ulit. Pero paano naman kaya ako? Ilang pagsisimula na ang ginawa ko, walang natapos kahit isa. It's tiring but what else can I do? Maybe, hanggang gano'n nalang ako. Never ending pagsisimula. I badly wanna start again but hindi ko alam kung saan mag sisimula. Nakakabaliw, right? Mababaliw na ako. How I wish I wasn't fucked in the head.
