Hindi ko alam kung paano ko ieexplain ang nararamdaman ko. Gusto kong mapag-isa pero gusto kitang makasama. Gusto kitang makasama pero gusto kong mapag-isa. It's confusing. I used to hate you for always distancing yourself from me whenever you're not okay. Pero ako ngayon itong lumalayo sa lahat. I'm not okay. Hindi ko alam kung kailan ako magiging okay. Magiging okay pa ba ako? Hindi ko alam kung paano ko malulusutan ang problema kong walang solusyon. I'm getting real tired of this. You were my only hope and nawala ka pa sa akin dahil sa kagagawan ko. I'm really sorry for being the way I am. It's something I can't escape from. No matter how hard I try, I always fail. I never fail to fuck things up.
