I used to wish for unrealistic things. I wanted to be able to fly and fell down again and again. I thought I could be a witch and yet I never got what I wanted to do. Now I want something realistic. I just want to be happy.
I had a dream. I was happy... I don't really remember anything else. But it was the way I wish my life but it never will be. I was happy, had a lot of time with my friends and was finally accepted by everyone. This wishful thinking probably remains unreal.
Just because I'm used to being ignored doesn't mean it hurts less
Have you ever experienced my true self?
That I cry through it every night. That I want to scream every night because everything hurts so much in the stomach, head but above all in the heart. That I with whom every second feels wrong in which I live and always have a bad feeling in my stomach? No, you will never experience this me with me. It certainly exists. Only there is no person I trust so much that I show him this side of me. Maybe you're wondering why exactly I'll tell you then. Very simple.
I want you to know that you don't always look at people if they're shitty
YOU ARE READING
Thoughts in my head
De TodoHier schreibe ich ein paar Sprüche auf. Ich schreibe ausschließlich auf englisch und würde mich bei Fehlern über Verbesserungen freuen. Viel Spaß beim lesen.
