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80-year-olds tell me how

beautiful life was at the

age of 50. 45-year-olds

tell me how beautiful it

was at 35. They in turn

say life at 20 was mega.

The 20 are too stressed

and busy to tell me

anything about their

previous life. And I, 14-

year-old, just don't want

to be 15. Not to

experience that anymore.




Worse than the feeling of being ignored is the feeling of being forgotten.



I don't deserve it. Not deserved to have such friends. Not deserved to be loved. Not deserved to have a family. Not deserved to have so many opportunities. Not deserved to love and live. I deserve to die.




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