Brotherly Bonding-Not!

Our Memories Haunt Us

4. Our Memoires Haunt Us

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Inari eyed the blood on Silver's hakamashita and the fox blinked in shock. In truth he did not know what to say about this.

He looked back up to look at Inari while masking his emotions as his heart began to beat wildly. His stomach slowing turning as his mind acknowledge that the blood that was touching his skin, ignoring the one thing he despised.

He grimaced and swallowed while hoping that Inari would buy what he was saying,

"I was adding colour to floor shine while using this natural red colour. There was a stain not to long ago so I thought about masking it with this"

He smiled fakely and Inari paused as he processed what was being said before nodding; The fox didn't know if he bought it or not. Giving that Inari was a God that knew medical like the back of his hand. As they stood, Silver was beginning to feel a bit cornered and claustrophobic as the silence grew deafening. Inari nodded slowly and then looked at Silver's hands, they had the same red substance on them and in the nails so it was possible that Silver had been doing what he said.

He shrugged his shoulders and eyed the fox with stern eyes; Silver during that time was trying to hold his lunch down from the fact that he was lying to a God, but what could he say?

 'Oh you know I was trying to stop Tomoe from harming himself' No Inari would tell Mikage who would then make things worse, which was something Silver was trying very hard to avoid at the present time.

 Inari to Silver's surprise had nodded and walked on leaving the red head alone in the hall. That's when Silver had began to feel a rush of emotions overflow his mind and body to the point, that it was becoming hard to stay standing let alone breathe.

Images of the blood he had seen began flashing through his mind and entering his self consciousness. Silver covered his mouth with his hand as he started to hyperventilate, the mere thought had made his stomach turn as fear began to enter his system and started to shaking as a result.

Without warning he lunged over the porch and began to cough harshly as he heaved up what was in his stomach.

 Sweat began to cause his hair to stick to his face as he resisted the urge to allow his emotions to take over once more as he heaves, no he would not allow that to happen again no matter what. When he had finished Silver began to wipe his mouth with a shaky hand and started to shrug his hands in order to remove what was on it so he didn't have to look at it.

He felt sick and his head was spinning leaving him feel light headed; images of his brother flashed through his mind. The brother he called Akura-ou, the one he killed in cold blood after losing control of his rage. The demon that was lying in a pool of his own blood, just thinking about it had taunted him whenever he either slept of even saw blood.

 It literally left a damaging imprint on his mind not matter how many times he had tried to remove those images, they would always come back with a vengeance.

Mocking him as he saw the blood.

"You will always be a killer you know, Don't think I will ever leave you alone for I'll always haunt you wherever you are" came a sadistic voice as his mind wandered even more to his dead brother.

Silver's body continued shaking violently as a result. But he had to get himself together, it was getting out of control now and he was getting fed up with the constant terrors.

Silver at this point wasn't sure if bear with this anymore; not right now, not ever. Yes he had killed people but now he had learned his lesson and wanted to redeem himself, but at what cost?