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miss you 🖤💮

I heard the sirens wailing away as my boyfriend was taken to the hospital.

I glared at the guy who did it. He hurt him. He made him upset. He almost killed him..why not return the favor...

I stormed over to him,his shit eating grin fading away quickly as I grabbed the scruff of his shirt, slamming him into the wall aggressively.

"I FUCKING HATE YOU, YOU FUCKING HURT HIM!!!" I screamed, punctuating every word with a punch to his face.

"Rick! Get off of him,now!!" A teacher yelled, trying to separate us. In a fit of blind rage,I pulled out a pocket knife, slamming it into his shoulder like he did my loves skull.

"FUCKING PSYCHO!!! HE DESERVES IT!!!" he screamed, smiling maliciously at the end.

I threw him to the ground as hard as I could,his face slamming into the ground and breaking his jaw.

A few teachers went over to him as four escorted me to the office.

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"You're very lucky they didn't press charges,Rick. You will be expelled since this is your fifth fight this year,and you have classified yourself as a danger to others. I suggest keeping him away from Sebastian, mr.dexon,he may be a negative influence and drag him down. he will continue his classes online and receive an email from teachers for every assignment that day. You are no longer allowed on school campus,or in the school. " The principal spoke firmly, finishing off the expulsion.

"I assure you,he will not be anywhere near Sebastian. I am so sorry sir. C'mon Rick, we're leaving." My father scowled at me, standing up.

"Drag him down? What the fuck is wrong with you guys,you can't keep me from him! Everything I do is for him,I defended him,I fought for him,I sacrificed everything FOR HIM!! I love him,and there's nothing you can do to stop me from seeing him." I spat furiously, slamming my hand on the desk.

"Son, you can't. You'll be in serious trouble if you do." My father explained shittily.

"I fucking hate you,I hate you so fucking much." I stormed out, heading into the pouring rain.

I ran twords the forest where we met, rain glazing my hair and clothes as thunder boomed above me.

I arrived at the spot, our spot...

A small waterfall in a hill,flowers surrounding it. We had a small picnic here once..I like that memory....

But now,the flowers are all closed up, the waterfall muddy and dangerous...it's not like before, and I despise that fact....

I sat on the rocks by the edge, feeling the sharp edges beneath me.

I threw my phone at the ground, shattering it easily. I thought for a minute before deciding..

If I can't be there to love him,to hold him,to comfort him,to kiss him,to be there for him,then maybe there's no point..he is my everything...my life...

I took a deep breath, letting myself fall backwards into the storming water, slowly going twords the waterfall where I would meet my sad little life's end...

My body collapsed under the cascading water, pushing me to the bottom. Goodbye,my love...I'm sorry for leaving,and letting it get this bad....I love you...

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"He's waking up!!" Someone yelled beside me, followed by undecipherable voices.

"Rick...?" A familiar voice called from beside me, tainted with a painfully sad chocked out sob.

"I- I'm sorry...I'm so sorry...I never meant for you to- to hurt like this...you could've died and,its all my fault..." Sebastian sobbed from beside me.

I wanted to comfort him,to hold him and never let go,but I couldn't. I couldn't move,I couldn't talk,I couldn't even look at him...

He laughed painfully,I could tell he was still sobbing though..It hurts...so much more than death...

"It's All my fault, isn't it.... please wake up...I need you...they say I don't,but I do... I need you more than my own soul.... please, please wake up..." He cried into my chest,tears trickling down my bare skin.

"Love..." I managed to mutter,my mind pounding.

"Rick!? Please, please wake up,I'm sorry!!" He shrieked hopefully, holding my hand.

I fought with every muscle in my body, forcing my eyes open.

"RICK!! OH MY GOD,OH MY GOD!! YOU'RE AWAKE!! IM SORRY, PLEASE NEVER DO THAT AGAIN,IM SORRY,I NEVER MEANT WHAT I SAID, I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU,I PROMISE!!" He sobbed happily, hugging me so tight I could feel my lungs on my ribs.

"It's - not, your fault...' I struggled, reaching my hands around his back weakly.

"I'm so sorry...I never meant that...I'll always love you, always..." He smiled, kissing all over my face.

"I love you more than anything... please don't leave me, baby...I never meant to hurt you... even if I didn't physically,I know I hurt you...i promise, I'll always love you.." I spoke weakly,kissing him tenderly.

"Of course I'll never leave you,I can't function without you..." He smiled with tears in his eyes.

"I love you.." I managed to hug him tighter.

"I love you too, forever.."