Tattooed Stars of Memories

The Poem : Tattooed Stars of Memories

I would get star tattoos for you

planets

and more

I will do it for you

You make me feel special

and pretty

and funny

and you make me feel good overall

so I really appreciate you.

I remember staying up till four

wondering

if I should send you a reel

or if you would be bothered by it

but every single time

you woke up

and responded to me

waking up early

and responding to my texts

you worrying

about me

and you telling me

to go to sleep

when you woke up

me telling you

I was about to go to sleep

I remember the amount of memes you had on your phone

Anything

You wanted sum meme

You had it

You always had something todo with a meme

Perfect timing

And perfect meme

I hate that you were so worried about me

That you wouldn't let yourself date me

Even if I begged you

Cuz

You

Were-are

My other half

I didn't care about my love language

You made me feel

Safe

Happy

Tuned on

Just by hearing your voice

I didn't care about being physical

I cared about

Talking to you

I remember when

you didn't call me for days

when you were having a rough time

and wouldn't talk to me

Me waiting for you to respond to me

Sometimes taking you hours

And I didn't mind

The second you texted back

I didn't even wait two seconds

To text you back

Cuz I wanted-I want you 

really bad

I remember those days being so depressing

And sad

Black and white

And missing you so much

I didn't care if we were friends

Bestfriends

Together

I just wanted you,

You

To talk to me

To hear your voice

To know that you are okay

I remember

me deleting every social media acc

And

not even two days later

I found myself trying to remember your snap

How can I forget the day you gave me your snap, how

After this act of 

you giving me a piece of paper

I felt myself never wanting to let go of you

Even if we're just going to be friends forever

And if we fall apart someday I'm telling you

Im promising you

that I will tattoo myself

a whole lot of starts for you.

I would have worn whatever you wanted me to

as long as we would have been together.

 I'd take on the role of your personal entertainer

because I want you to be happy.

I want you to have fun

and live happily,

forever.

Forever

I will remember you.

I will and had listen/ed to a million songs for you.

Songs that

make you think abt me

song that you like

songs that you vibe to

songs that you sing to

I will listen to them

and always remember you when I hear our oldies,

You

were the one Person who understood me

laughed at my jokes

never were fake to me

you were always there

for me

when you were struggling with your shit.

I truly appreciate you

I will never forget you,

pookie/

bae/

love/

ex/

bf

I will always love you

no way

(j**s* no way)