i kept them for too long

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To be honest, I don’t feel anything anymore.

And that’s what I fear the most: to lose everything,
and to fail feeling the emotions
after keeping them for too long.

They have always wanted to lash out,
to scream, to be free, and heard.

I just wouldn't let them
because it will definitely be chaotic.

But I realized that forcing them to stay in my chest
is much worse than letting them unleashed.

It feels like a terrible phlegm
that won't clear out.

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