spent my night craving for a purpose

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“I wish so desperately every night
to have a purpose. I don’t mind not
figuring out what it is, I just want to feel that there is
a reason behind my existence. That I am here for
something, and not only to fill the narrow
space between two people.
Tell me that I am not just a mere filler
to a house of loners.

I want to be more than that.

I don’t want to be named after my father,
to be called as his daughter,
to be recognized as his abandoned child.

I want to be something more.

I want to feel more than this void in my heart
that no matter how many stuffs I try so hard to push in,
I can’t still feel anything.

I want to be something.

I want to be someone.”

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