There is nothing more scary than realising that the love of your life doesn't love you anymore.
Unfortunately for San, he is slowly discovering this.
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𝗦𝘁𝗮𝘁𝘂𝘀: Completed
𝗪𝗿𝗶𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗻 𝗯𝘆: cinderr_blx...
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❝REASONS TO LEAVE YOU.❞
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"I can't believe you take me for a man that cheats, Yeo! If you were my friend, you would damn well know that I don't do shit like that!" Wooyoung argued. He was hurt beyond words and this man in front of him, honestly, didn't care.
"How am I supposed to believe you, Woo? You moved on way too fast from a guy who you loved for years, no one believes it. Everyone knows something is wrong, and you know they are right." His voice was sad this time, he stepped closer to his best friend, gently grasping his shoulders.
"You can tell me. Please, I beg you woo, tell me what is wrong. What made you fall out of love with San?" He almost whispers to the younger as if he is afraid to shatter the thin figure of the man who is quivering with anger.
"I don't think I am right for him." After almost a minute of silence with his head low and heart unbearably heavy, he responds with the true reason behind his stupid break-up plan.
"What do you me-" Yeosang was cut off.
"You know how stupidly handsome and sexy San has become in the past year, he looks so good, and yet he is the most selfless guy ever. He doesn't change, his love, his care, nothing in that man ever changes. Everyone suddenly started to take interest in him and no, I am not jealous." He clarifies.
"Not even a little bit I was proud that I could call that heavenly-looking man mine. I truly was but soon enough, I started hearing the backhanded opinions and remarks made by people both online and in real life, people saying that San was annoyed by my demanding behavior and that I am slut who latches on to everyone.
And that, San is too good for me. He deserves someone who is better looking and less demanding but I listened to those remarks, going as far as to stop my useless whining, and made myself look more masculine but it just doesn't sit right with me. I started to understand that they said they were right about everything, I was not the right one for him at all.
He is way too good for me, I have not done a single thing for him. I am not even that good looking and my clingy behavior with others looks kind of whorish too, I admit it but that's just how I express my love. People said that I was completely dependent on him, that he was the sole reason why we were soulmates and shit like that and it made me mad, yes stupidly enough it made me mad.
So I did it to prove to myself that I wasn't dependent on him and distanced myself, stopped myself from latching on him like some seducer and I was fine, I thought I didn't care about this, I felt like a different individual and I thought that I was not in love with him. So I made that stupid decision but a small fraction of my heart, selfishly enough, wanted San to fight for this relationship but he didn't so I concluded that maybe he also didn't care enough." Wooyoung stops for a second.
