The Sinner's Little Kitten

11 | her unsuccessful escape

panache - [pa-nash] - French [noun]
~ distinctive, stylish elegance, flamboyance or a confident flair

Song:
Uncomfortable - Chase Atlantic

Man, I'm stressed out, I need a cigarette
She took a fall and nearly broke her neck
I'm burnt out, shit, I need some rest
But how can I escape you if you're in my head?

I'm hearing noises, what the fuck's that sound?
Abusing my liver will keep emotions down
And things just get weirder when I leave out of town

I'm not comfortable
No, I just can't seem to feel at all
I'm not comfortable
So, I'll take another pharmaceutical
'Cause I'm uncomfortable
I'm uncomfortable
Girl, I'm uncomfortable
I won't run from you
I'm uncomfortable
Yeah, I'm uncomfortable
No, no, no

I'm coming down heavy from the Adderall
Borderline drowning in these messy thoughts
I'll come down once I get some more
This substance got a hold on me, I'm insecure

I'm hearing voices, what
the fuck's that sound?
I'm going through problems I shouldn't talk about
I'm thinking it's over but, shit, I'll ride it out

I'm not comfortable
No, I just can't seem to feel at all
I'm not comfortable
So, I'll take another pharmaceutical
'Cause I'm uncomfortable
I'm uncomfortable
Girl, I'm uncomfortable
I won't run from you
I'm uncomfortable
Yeah, I'm uncomfortable
No, no, no

My head could be a vessel for your own mind
All you gotta do is talk
A flood is slowly building at your wrists now
And death is just a thought

I'm not comfortable
No, I just can't seem to feel at all
I'm not comfortable
So, I'll take another pharmaceutical
'Cause I'm uncomfortable
I'm uncomfortable
Girl, I'm uncomfortable
I won't run from you
I'm uncomfortable
Yeah, I'm uncomfortable
No, no, no

🌟
We loved with a love that was more than love...

Author's POV:

Morning came like a storm. Evy was still asleep but Damien was watching her indulged in peaceful slumber. A cute little pout was formed on her lips and he caressed them with his fingers. He was watching her without even blinking once, thinking that she's the most wonderful angel who exists in the world. He was examining her facial features from top to bottom and he caressed her plumpy cheeks to flinch a bit ago at the begin, but then again to dive into the warmth exerted by his touch.

His wrongdoings last night started invading his mind and he regretted it each and every time. And he cannot take back time, and correct the mistake at any cost.

Sighing, he kissed her temple and got up from the bed. He went up to the washroom to get a good, cold shower that will make him feel refreshed and cool. Once done, he came up to the closet and wore a white shirt with charcoal grey slacks and a similar colored blazer as that of his long dress pants.

Coming to the terminal of customizing himself, he stepped out of it, went up to to Evelyn, kissed her hair and left the room for work.