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Everything hurts your body it's in agony every fiber of your being goes into phases of absolute pain and then numbness. Your vision keeps getting blurrier you look around trying to make sense of the situation but all you see are sirens but you can't move your body is in too much pain to even move your fingertips. Flashes of blue and red fill my vision and soon it turned into a dim white light. I'm so so tired you felt hot tears run down your face as you try to not fall asleep.

You couldn't sleep because you knew if you did there was no way you would be waking up. No chance of you seeing your friends your family the world you always said you hated and wanted to leave was now the only thing you wanted.

You heard voices and someone screaming you could feel everything you heard ambulance sirens this gave you a surge of hope a reason to keep breathing. You felt someone pick me up and lower me into something your vision held a blinding light you could make out you were in an ambulance Iv fluids and blood it looked like a crime scene then something caught your attention a beeping was the only sound you focused on not the paramedics that were trying to keep you alive.

Is that my heartbeat? It was dropping rapidly I kept feeling pain in my chest. You bearly managed to keep your eyes open. Then the only thing all your senses could focus on was the bright light above you how warm and comforting it was it soon engulfed you and everything with your being.

You kept looking at the light and the sound of beeping started to go haywire but you muffled it out you finally started to give in and close your eyes only for a moment but you knew this was your last time being here in this lifetime and you were okay with that and listen to your heartbeat slow steady beating of your heart slowing down every second.

You were going to be okay you started to think and wonder what comes after death will you go to heaven or hell? Reincarnation? Or some form of the afterlife but you wanted to be reincarnation you always liked the idea of it maybe end up in one of those silly fanfics who knows? There was nothingness.

















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Then you felt all my senses come back to me. I felt my heart beat again at a normal pace. You could hear everything. You felt someone hold you. Did you survive did I make it to the hospital? You thought to yourself but you didn't want to open your eyes In fear you could be wrong you took a deep breath and opened your eyes.

You were certainly in a hospital however you were being held by a strange woman. You looked around and saw your body it was bare and naked and you were small and no longer you. You were someone else.

You were gone those years you spent alive sent to waste the family and the strong bounds you created were gone. Your old life was gone you started to hysterically cry from experiencing the loss you had.

"Shhshs there there sweetheart you will be okay mommy is here now". She said No! NO this can't be true please let this be some cruel joke you didn't want to die you wanted to live and follow your dreams. Everything you wanted to do was now down the drain.

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