L•O•V•E•R // Liam Gallagher story

Know its for the better

It had been 2 weeks since I woke up in Liams bed form the party, I hadn't seen the boys at all lately and Ethan was always at work so I was kinda getting lonely I've just gone 18 and I didn't even bother doing anything for it since the boys were away in Glasgow gigging, me and Liam haven't seen eachother in so long and I was genuinely upset I really like Liam more than friends and I miss guigsy too he is my bestfriend after all.

I was sat at my kitchen table messing with my food since I literally had no appetite at all before the phone went who the fuck could that be?, I took it off the receiver and put it to my ear "hello?" I asked in a tone "Maddie!!!" Liam exclaimed from the other end of the phone "oh hi Liam" I said not sounding to happy it was upsetting me that it had taken him two weeks to call me "erm I need to talk to ya.." he said sounding like he was gutted about something "alright meet me on the corner" I said putting the phone back on the receiver and walking out the door and headed to the corner across the road from Liams house I was away with the fairies thinking about the modelling agency that called me back the other week until Liam was infront of me looking a bit sad, "hi" I spoke to him "hi" he spoke again pulling me into a tight hug around my waist "how come you haven't called?" I asked him as we pulled away from the hug "erm just been busy" he said scratching the back of his neck I just knew there was something wrong "can I talk to you about something?" He asked me nearly reading my mind "yeah go ahead" I said standing infront of him "erm well we can't be together or whatever and I can't keep seeing ya...me and the band are too busy and I just don't have time for ya anymore" he said straight out, tears welled up in my eyes as I looked at him "liam..what...?" I asked my voice cracking looking at his face looking for an answer "we just can't be together mads I'm sorreh" he said with tears rolling down his cheeks but he quickly wiped them as he looked at the floor "but I love you Liam.." I said breaking into tears staring up at him "I know I love ya I do but just I can't we can't be together" he said looking down at me with a hurt look in his eyes "okay.." I said before walking past him and back down the road leaving him there and not turning back, Liams just broken my heart..I feel used and hurt and I didn't even want to see his face again I know I have money at home from my savings so I'm doing the modelling thing and getting away from here and everything and everyone.

I woke up my face feeling hot and wet from the tears I shed In my sleep, "maddie!!!" Anna said running into my room how was I to tell her I was going away? "Hello my princess" I spoke lifting her onto my lap "why are you sad?" She asked as she wiped my tears "Liam made maddie very sad yesterday and maddie is very very upset Because she has to go away for a little while.." I spoke holding back my tears "where are you going?" She asked me with a worried and sad look on her face "it's only for a month baby I'm going to get some pictures of me taken for a big brand and I'm gonna get some money for it" I said holding her face in my hands "are you going to get me something nice while your gone then?" She asked with a cheeky smile on her face "you cheeky girl!" I said smushing her face into mine to give her a kiss "yes I'll bring you back something special" I spoke again "alright well mummy was putting a suitcase in the car and stuff I think it's your one" she said smiling and walking out shutting my door "okay" I said getting up and putting on my black flares with Liams stone roses shirt I wore home the other week and I wore my usual cloud white sambas, I grabbed my makeup bag,other stuff off my desk and my portfolio I made and threw them in my grey tote bag and headed downstairs to be met my Ethan at the bottom of the stairs who's usually bright and happy eyes were now sad and watery, "it's okay Ethan it's only a month.." I said feeling a bit emotional myself looking at him "cmere you" he said pulling me into a massive hug "people are here to say bye" he said with a smile and stepped out of the way of the door revealing Tony,guigsy,bonehead,Noel and a liam who was just looking into my eyes with teary ones, I hadn't even told the boys about this so this was the first they were all hearing about it, I walked over to guigsy and pulled him into a tight hug letting a tear slip as I pulled away from him "you be safe I'm warning ya Madeline don't die one me" he said with a cheeky smile making me laugh "I won't die" I said now moving to Tony giving him a hug and a kiss on the cheek "don't forget about your daughter when your off touring in a few years" I said to him in a stern way "I wouldn't ever" he said smiling, after Tony I went to bonehead and he held me tightly I knew he'd miss me a lot since I was the only one who's do mad shit with him and Liam and I was the only one who listened to him "don't forget about me" he whispered in my ear "I wouldn't ever forget you bonehead" I replied whispering while kissing his cheek pulling away from the hug looking at his tear stained cheeks, I then went over to Noel and we just engulfed eachother holding eachother tightly with his hand on the back of my head I felt his shoulders jumping a little bit I knew Noel would be a big cryer "don't cry now love okay?" I spoke pulling away from the hug and now I was left facing his little brother who crushed me completely the night before, I walked infront of him and we just looked at eachother and didn't say anything "how long are you gonna be gone for?" He asked with a shaky voice "a month maybe longer if it goes well" I said with tears streaming down my face as I looked into his teary eyes "fucks sake" he said grabbing me into a tight hug "im still gonna miss ya Sally" he whispered into my ear making me bawl into his shoulder "I still love ya..im sorry I've hurt ya but we both know it's for the better" he said quietly now crying himself "I know li...I love you too" I said pulling out of our hug and looking at him before pecking his lips lightly and wiping his tears "cmon maddie we're going!" Mam shouted from the car "okay..." I said my voice breaking as I walked away from my friends and siblings over to my car door, I took one last look at them all bonehead guigsy and Tony standing close to eachother Noel and Ethan standing in the door frame and Liam holding little Anna in his arms while she was crying into his shoulder "bye everyone" I said getting in the car crying,

The reason all of us were so sad and crying was because the lads werent gonna be home a lot and I was probably gonna be gone for months and we don't know when we're all gonna see eachother next which made us so upset since we'd spent every day together since I moved here, I was so gutted.