Fatima Jade Wilson is my name but the people closest to me call me Tima. I am 34 and I own my own Pharmaceutical Companies. I am single and keeping my options open, cause love is for the birds miss me with all that shit. I vowed to never love again.
Listen I was in a 16 yr relationship with a man I thought was my forever. He came into my life and flipped it upside-down this man had me gone do you hear me? I was young when we got together he was all I knew he wasn't perfect but he was perfect for me or so I thought. Let's just say I fell hard for that nigga he had my mind body and soul and he knew that shit. He was older than me so he knew he had me gone I would do any and everything for him. As the years went on I started to see what my sista was seeing in him. We dated the whole time I was in high school. Although he wasn't necessarily controlling he did talk me out of going off to college," talking about how will he see me and the boy was going to be all over me and if I loved him like I said I did I wouldn't leave him" so guess WTF I did I stayed. The biggest mistake of my life we went on to live together after I graduated. He took me away from my friends and family so they wouldn't see the things he did. He wasn't always like this it like the more I came into myself the more his insecurities got. This man was fine in his own right but he didn't see that in himself. He never hit me but he would talk to me like I was a kid and didn't have a mind of my own but I allowed it. Until I went back home to visit my sista and she could tell I wasn't the same Tima that she knew and loved. It broke her when she saw me and instantly knew I needed her and from that day on I never went back.
Being back home was what I needed my friends and family were what I was missing. He did try to come from me but I just couldn't put my life on hold for him anymore and after all the shit I heard when I get back here I know I wasn't going back to him. It took me 2 yrs to get back to me cause that nigga had a hold on me something really bad. I had to get myself together I had dreams and goals that I wanted for myself and I wasn't letting anyone stop me this time. Now at 34, I am the CEO of Wilson's Pharmaceutical I own and oversee the top and best hospitals pharmacy and 'Mom and Pop' pharmacy stores in Arkansas.
Lori, Aye Tima you won't believe who I ran into yesterday at the pharmacy.
Who I asked look over at her as I get ready to head off to work. Lori is my lifelong friend we grew up together her mom and my mother are Besties. So it is only right that we became friends.
Lori, Guess you won't believe who it was I haven't seen him in God knows how long I thought that nigga was still in Cali.
I instantly knew who she was talking about, I looked at her and she could see that I knew who it was. 'Clearing my throat' I really don't care TBH I say as I continue to do my finishing touches on my makeup.
Lori, Well I was just letting you know that he was back in town, his mother is not doing well and he was picking up her medicine at the pharmacy.
Well, I hope she gets better, as I go on about my day. I head to the door.
Lori, well I was letting you know just in case you run up on him. That's all just looking out for you sis.
Well, I appreciate it but, I'm good I haven't seen him in like what 6 years he's probably married with kids by now so..
Lori, Humm well I don't know about that I didn't see a ring on his finger so.
That lil bit you could have kept to yourself but I digress.
Bitch no ma'am yo ass the one who said "he's probably married with kids and shit" I was just answering ur question so don't jump on me hell cause that nigga still gets yo pussy wet TF.
Fuck you Lori, and he doesn't. I have no love left for that nigga.
Lori, Mmmmhummm that's what yo mouth says but your body is telling me sum different but I digress bitch.
Yea whatever I'm finna head out to check on the store I'll see you later love you.
Lovey you too Lori calls out as I close the door. I hop in my brand new all white G-Wagon, connect my phone and see what Apple car play has in store for me. My mind begins to wonder as I take the 30 minute drive to the store. Why am I thinking about this nigga, "shaking my head to clear my thoughts" don't do it Tima don't, you can't let that man consume your mind I say to myself. I shake it off and continue to drive I pull up to the store and get out to head in.
Good morning Ms. Smith how is things going this morning how was the count when you came in.
Ms. Smith, Good Morning, it was correct and everything can in that you was looking for yesterday as well Ms. Wilson.
Now Ms. Smith how long have you known me, well since you were a little kid, ok so you kno you can call me Tima right. I kno but we are at work and you are the boss right. That I am but it's Tima you hear me. Yes I heard you Ms. Tima we both laughed as we hear the door alarm going off to signal someone was coming in. Good morning welcome to Wilson's how can I help you sir Ms. Smith greets.
Good morning ma'am I need to check and see if my mother's other medication is ready the man says.
I stood there frozen as I hear that bass in his voice that sent shock waves through my whole body. The hairs on the back of my neck stood up and chills ran down my spine shit I say to myself. This can't be happening he can't be here. I just stood there with my back turned and said a silent prayer, Lord please don't let this man recognize me. I started to walk away and head to the back when I heard him say.
Tima is that you??
