On that cold night
I flirted again with death
Snow up my nose
I just choked
once again
Going to the warzone
Everytime to get my happiness
In a little pocket
What's the point of having people by your side?
When you can get people in your own head
Wish I could just end it all
But the demons keep me
Warm and safe
Wishing the end had never begun
But here I am
Wanting the magic pills
To go down my throat
Friends asking me of I'm okay
Me saying staring into the void
All night long they pray
They pray for the end
Of me destroying myself
Why is it so hard to stop?
Why are they always calling me back?
Why do I want so badly?
Why are they always winning?
I just want this to end
Forever.
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Addicted
PoetryExperience the gripping journey of addiction through this collection of poems. Each verse delves into the raw emotions, struggles, and profound moments of those caught in its grasp. With stark honesty and emotional depth, these poems offer a powerfu...
