I was stunned all day long
Hard for me to think
Hars to talk
Hard to breathe
Being drunk but
no one noticing it
What do you except from someone
Who can't live without her bottle and cocaine?
Who drown her worries into sexuality and brutality
You can just except her
To be mistreated by the people
Who enjoy her fragility
In the darkness of the night
I just want to be yours again
In the warmth of your arms
You make me feel whole again
The feeling of this holy water
Running down my thighs
You calling my name in whispers
The shivers going through my brain
You're the one I've dreamed about
You push beauty right into my heart
You remind me how dirty beauty can be
You wipe out worries in a glimpse
I feel safety in brutality
Cause at the end of the day
I'm yours, all yours
Taking my body for a canva
I just to be worshiped
Once again before
I end up calling myself Savanna
I just want to feel again
I don't want to feel numb anymore
I want to explore in safety
Not be used like a doll ever again
But
It's not possible
Everything's falling apart
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Addicted
PoesieExperience the gripping journey of addiction through this collection of poems. Each verse delves into the raw emotions, struggles, and profound moments of those caught in its grasp. With stark honesty and emotional depth, these poems offer a powerfu...
