Buried Regrets

Solution Station (NSFW)

"Well... ah...  he claimed to know more about you than I which is relatively true. I don't know much about you other than your general dislikes of holidays and pineapple you also seem to get weirded out by bowling." Tord admitted, "I just... feel like I don't know everything I should." Tord ate his grilled cheese.

Tom nodded sitting down next to Tord, "I mean technically you don't everyone has secrets." Tom then looked at Tord whom seemed interested. "Ok ok fine if you really want to know we can exchange questions... but I'm going first."

"Mmm, okay." Tord said waiting for Tom.

"Ok first of all, why does your eyes change? I've seen them go from grey to silver." Tom explained, "Is it like a defense mechanism?"

"Hey! Slow down one question at a time but... yeah... it's something that runs in my family... though mine happens to be really bad compared to my father's... it makes me violent and cold in certain situations of pressure or anxiety. It can enhance strength, agility as well as speed. It basically makes you a good weapon..." Tord looked upset when talking about it. Then Tord perked up, "Ok my turn! How can you see?"

Tom blushed thinking of a good way to describe. "Well from what I can tell I don't 'see' the way you do... it's more a reaction of feeling that makes me 'see' in a sense. I mean..." Tom blushed a deep red, "They are sensitive for that reason, the inside of them." Tom finished his food, "You can feel if you'd like, I mean it dosen't feeltoo off unless something too cold or hot gets in there."

Tord nodded wanting to try he set his food down and brushed himself off he then gently got on Tom sitting on his lap. Tom looked surprised Tord was this curious.

Tord held Tom's head carefully and took his good hand sticking it in the right hole in Tord's perspective. Tord noticed he had a huge space in there and felt the edges getting a flinch from Tom and a sweet moan.

"Fuck~" Tom closed his other eye as Tord massaged where he felt.

Tord never felt something so soft and delicate before.

Tom then asked "W-Why... did you initially fall in love with me?"

Tord blushed "Well I didn't know the word for it in primary... but it was literally the first day I saw your smile..." Tord said reaching deeper delicately feeling a small bump in the back of his sockets.

"Ahhh~ Tord!~ It's very sensitive there...." Tom said huffing blushing a deep red.

"Sorry..." Tord backed off from that area for now. "So... uhm why are your eyes black?... Also please don't mumble when telling me this time because you did tell me but the television was on and a lawnmower on it was also not helping at the time."

"W-well back then I kinda... aaah~ did not like you at all so I mumbled on purpose cause Matt was there... t-tattling bastard..." Tom explained, "Though my eyes are black because when I was born I was born dead you'd think I'd get it from my mom whose a bowling ball but no... my parents are just shape-shifting people that prefer a pineapple and bowling ball. But anyways my uncle a doctor and watermelon shifter, couldn't explain how but when when he was about to check me one last time if I was truly gone I started crying... but he returned me to my mom dad took a picture when I first opened my eyes I had black... hollow ones. My mom actually does have eyes as a human she just has really dilated pupils..." Tom explained further, "And also my father swore he saw a demon in me so he became really religious... to get it out... I honestly now realize he wasn't off."

Tord looked at Tom with sadness pulling his fingers out. "Hey... it's not your fault he passed honestly I think my dad indirectly killed yours. He brought guns to that stupid camping trip... then Matt gave one to a bear."

Tom nodded, "yeah... always wondered how Matt got ahold of a gun."

Tord put his head on Tom's shoulder sitting down softly then blushed as he felt Tom's hard. "Ah..." Tord opened his mouth but saw Tom look away blushing a deep red.

"I... uhm... also probably should tell you I've been holding myself back... because you're in a fragile condition...  I kinda don't want to hurt you." Tom said looking back at Tord who had a brow raised. "Cause... I don't know if you'll believe me why... honestly Edd didn't believe me nor did Matt..."

Tord shrugged, "I... um went to hell and back whatever you got I'm guessing we can get through."

"You know that monster?... That Edd battled? I'm the monster, it basically comes around every week or so. Kinda randomly. Though I can feel when I get rowdy or needy... it... I don't want to hurt you I do get to that point."

Tord blinked "Oh... shit."

Tom nodded, "Yeah.... Guess I got cancer?"