reneè one shots / her characters

oh man (oh baby pt2)

RENEES POV

we're watching bottoms, the new sapphic movie evelyn thought of as cultural eductaion for the queers, when my suspicions are confirmed.

i'm laying with me back agaisnt the cushioned arm of the couch and evy's situated between my legs leaning against me, her back to my front, and is playing with my rings as we watch the movie. she moves her hand quickly, brushing her bangs away from her eyes before fiddling with the silver on my hands again. as she's doing this, her hoodie slips down her arm ever so slightly. only a couple inches. but enough for me to see the white bandage, striped with hazy red lines.

i swallow a gasp, not wanting to say anything til the movie ends.

EVELYNS POV

shit this is a good movie, i think to myself, turning myself over and using my arms to prop me up. nae smiles at me and i kiss her before adjusting my body so that my head lies on her chest.

she strokes my hair as we watch the last 10 minutes of the movie. god i love when she does that.

RENEES POV

"evelyn baby," the movie just ended so here i go. she just hums. "can you sit up love i need to ask you something." she moves to sit cross legged facing me, worry laced across her face.

"yes?" she whispers.

"uhm so uh i've been noticing some uhm stuff and i want you to know that i want the best for you and i want to help you and im here for you and i love you and you deserve the world," i notice tears threatning in her pretty eyes, so i stop my rambling. "can you show me your arms please baby?"

EVELYNS POV

shit. shit shit shit shit.

i immediately look down, ashamed of the tears i don't have the strength to hold back. reneè gentley lifts my chin and i'm forced to look into her hurt eyes. god she must be so disappointed in me. "it's okay my love, i'm not dissapointed in you, i'm not angry, i'm here okay baby." it's as if she read my mind. i nod then hesitantly grab my sleeve, pulling it up, displaying everything.

she wraps her arms tightly around me as i sob into her chest. "i, i'm sorry nae, i tried but it was just too tempting and too comforting." i say hiccupping as i speak.

"no need to apologize hmm, i know you tried and i know it's hard but now we can fight it together okay." all i do is nod.

time skipppppppppp to about 45 minutes later

we're now in bed, cuddling in a comfortable silence when reneè breaks the quiet. "tell me when its tempting okay and i'll help you, wherever i am, i'll be there okay baby."

"thank you" is all i say and we fall asleep.

EVELYNS POV

its back. yet again. the urge to grab anything sharp. anything. and i can't say anything aloud because all of reneè's team is here.

i zone out for a while, thinking about the relief i would get if i managed to get to a bathroom and find something sharp. i rub my fingers over my healed scars hiding below a couple bracelets, i don't know how much longer i can last.

finally everyone seems to be occupied in a discussion that doesn't concern reneè that much so i get her attention. "nae," she turns to face me with a smile.

"everything okay?" the blonde asks and i pause, then shake my head no. she understands immediately and looks around for a solution. "uh here do you want to draw on my hand, that might distract it ay." i smile, holding her hand and grabbing the pen. her attention is pulled back into the conversation so i think about what i should draw.

a brilliant idea comes to mind. i draw us holding hands walking around a garden, adding a couple stars here and there, and then some of her song lyrics. i go to start another picture just above her wrist when i hear my name, and i freeze.

"evelyn stop drawing on her, there will be paps and who knows what they'll think when they say that." adam demands so i drop her hand but before i can reply, reneè puts my hand back in hers. "she can do what she likes adam, and i can wash it off before i leave. what's your problem?" she retorts with a glare and he rolls his eyes but leaves me alone.

i don't know what i did but adam has been acting weird towards me and it makes me feel like shit. luckily i have reneè to shut his mouth up.