TANYA'S POV
"उसकी आँखों ने दीवाना सा कर दिया,
कि दिल हमारा होश खो बैठा"Terror built in my nerves, i know any of this isn't true. It's all a nightmare. But my eyes are not ready to get rid of this. They aren't opening.
Very uneven breathing is felt when i finally gather the courage to open my eyes. The brown ceiling looks a lot more horrifying now. It's not calming me anymore.
I chose specifically brown colour to release all the fear whenever i open my eyes. But this isn't helping much today. I stare at the dark room while my face soaks in the sweat.
I feel like air is suffocating me. I am taking deep breaths to make it a little normal but seems like my system isn't ready to breathe.
I get up using my hands to push myself up. I sit with a pillow behind my back. The lamp shows the slightest of light. I forward my hand to shift it to shine mode. The room is now a lot more visible than a minute before.
I look for water in the container which is placed beside me. It is empty.
Fucking staff. Why do i even pay them?
With a deep exhale i move myself to get up. This is the hardest thing to do i swear. My body doesn't feel like balancing itself.
I can do this.
My inner subconscious gave me enough strength. I pushed back the strange feeling. It's okay. It will be okay by morning. I just need to calm myself.
That was an accident. Yes an accident.
I take steps to reach kitchen. As soon as i swtich the light on, Ishani came to me. I look at her with a smile.
"You know you don't need to fake your emotions in front of me mera bacha." She says while ruffling with my hairs.
Ishani has been a motherly figure to me. Since my parents died in that accident. I see her as my mentor. She always rescues me.
"I know Ishani and i am not hiding anything. It's just so normal that I don't get affected anymore." I shudder her hand away and leans to fill water in the container.
Ishani is the staff head. She deals with all of them. Also I don't have this much time to deal with them.
"By saying that you don't get affected, this won't get any better Tanya." She mocks me knowing how good i am at lying.
"I don't want it to get better either. I need to feel that pain. I need to remind myself how i lost them." My voice breaks but i manage to not show it.
My parents. I lost them.
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