Left me hurt | Ethan morales

left me hurt..

When I woke up the next morning I immediately checked my phone to see if Ethan had texted or called... nothing. you would assume that after everything that happened he would at least text me, I mean he told me he liked me. you could say I was more than confused.

I really wanted to talk to him so I just texted first.. "hey ethann, wyd?" he read it!!                                  ....is he not gonna reply? 

15 minutes later                                                                                                                                                                     I finish getting ready for school and check my phone again.. nothing. I hug my mom goodbye and start walking to school. The first period was a blur, I was lost in a train of thought the whole time.

once lunch came around I walked up to where the hot pocket hangs out and.. "Ethan?" he was kissing another girl, I didn't know her but it seemed like she knew him. Ethan stopped kissing her for long enough to look up and see me standing there. I could feel my eyes burn as tears began to fill them. what was I thinking liking a bad boy? I knew this was going to happen. "y/n I can explain!" Ethan screams as I walk away.

I ignore him and walk away to a different bench and sit down, my eyes still full of tears. but instead of coming over to explain he just sat back down and didn't do anything. 

he.. left me hurt.

The next day I didn't get up, of course I had Saturday plans with Devi but I really wasn't in the mood to talk to anyone. I felt numb and empty, and I was over it. Ethan had texted a couple times but I didn't care to check In fact I was ready to block his ass. 

I really don't know why but I gave in and picked up my phone to read Ethan's text..

Ethan❤                                                                                                                                                                               Y/n please, I promise I wasn't kissing her, I was barley talking she was hitting on me and I was ignoring her and when she saw u she grabbed me and kissed me to make you jealous because she knows I like you.  

Y/n please talk to me.                                                                                                                                                            It wasn't my fault.. y/n please answer

It wasn't his fault? I should have known, why would he do that to me...he wouldn't. 

I immediately text him back telling him to come over. it was pretty late and I wasn't even thinking about how it was midnight and he might be asleep or his family might catch him sneaking out at 12 am. 

after around 20 minutes I was just scrolling on TikTok and kinda forgot about Ethan coming over til I heard a knock on my window and saw Ethan coming into my room.  "Y/n I swear I wasnt kissing her. i dont like her i like you and only you and i-"                                                                                      I cut him off by kissing him "Ethan i know, im sorry i didnt understand sooner."                                       we stare into each others eyes for a couple seconds, one of his arms around my waist and one on my face. both my arms wrapped around him. we kiss, and kiss, and.... kiss some more. its like we were making out for hours. (it was only 10 minutes)

The way i craved him was like nothing i have ever felt, it was the most intense feeling and it wouldnt go away, it never did. 

As we made out and his hands wandered around my back waist and up my shirt, this feeling, this burning feeling was growing, and growing and i couldnt control it, more so it controlled me. It got to the point where it was too much to take in. I needed it.

I needed him. his body. his touch. everything sounded too good in my head. 

"Ethan?" he looks up taking a break from my lips "yeah?"                                                                                    "I have something... and I want you to use it." I say leaning over to my bedside table "condom?" Ethan asks as his eyebrow perked up slightly. "how'd you know" I say somewhat surprised as I take out the package. "I don't know, I just knew." 

TW: SMUT, skip if needed. 

He lays me down "God your beautiful" he says admiring my naked body. 

I look up at him softly smiling out of my control, my pupils big looking at him up and down. 

"ready?" Ethan asks, my eyes roll back as the feeling of him inside me makes my heart race. he moves back and forth as If its muscle memory for him. "Goddamn.." I say under my breath as he speeds up 

My back archs as I grip the sheets, my breath picks up more and more. He grabs my waist and pulls me into him. deeper, and deeper, and deeper. 

there was no more excuses I was there, banging Ethan freaking Morales, in MY house. We didn't have school, I wasn't sick, my parents weren't home. It was time, and I was ready. 

"fuckk.." I moan out in between heavy breaths. the feeling of his heavy body towering over me, while staring me up and down was something I wasn't prepared for getting into this with the hottest guy at school. 

with every soft moan escaping my body built into more and more pleasure forming a knot in my stomach. it felt good but slightly overwhelming as it came so fast, building more and more intensely by the second. 

I could see the expression on his face as he watched my body twitch with the sudden bolts of pleasure striking my whole body. I ran my hand threw his hair then dug my finger nails into his skin and he sped up bracing myself.

he stopped and looked at my legs shaking then laughed. "you ok love?" he asks putting his clothes back on "yeah, thank you." I say almost speechless. He laughs again as he claimed back out my window kissing me goodnight

END of smut.

That night I slept better then I have in a long time. God, I loved him. 

No guys this isn't the endd of the WHOLE story also sorry if its a little awkward iv never written smut before so it was weird, anyways I hope you liked it 😭

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