Yesterday was so fun yet tears were on my face, a guy I loved fucking ruined me but that's not what we're gonna be talking about tonight. Anyways it's time to put up the decorations and I should get ready also before I put them up,
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY Y/N" Val yells as she's coming down the stairs "AHH THANK YOU" "I'm finally younger then you" she starts to fake cry "happy birthday y/n" "thank you log" (if you don't know how to pronounce it properly just say it as if your saying his name without the "an")
I decided to get ready as I'm putting up the decorations, I wore (anything you like) with (if you wanna accessorize) and it fit so well with everything, the theme, the decorations oh and I love my nails I got (whatever type nails you want).
Everything was great, everyone was having a good time until guess who walked through those two fucking doors. Tom. I can't believe he's here but he has a bag and my favourite flowers, "what the fuck is HE doing here" Val yells cause the music was loud "hey y/n this place is big happy birthday" my friend says "I know right but hold on I have to deal with something"
"Y/n I'm walking behind you just in case it gets outta hand" I said okay then walked over to him "the fuck are doing here, this is my party I'm having for my birthday and I don't want you to ruin it" "well here happy birthday I just wanted to stop by with a gift"
"Ill take that gift" Val says grabbing it and then checking it but then Tom says "why won't you try to talk to me" "are fucking kidding me try talking to you" I say laughing "you ruined me" "how did I ruin you" "the night we met you kept flirting with a girl at the hotel while looking at me, then you told me you liked me and didn't know how to show it but then the next day you ignored me and flirted with a girl without even talking to her."
"Y/n let me explain" "no no it's always the let me explain excuse, I hate the fact that you always show up to things no one invites you to like you own the place" "y/n" "and I hate the fact that you never let me talk" I know I was talking but he would always cut me off to talk about himself I walked out those doors and went to empty room to cry
"Y/n Where are you" I hear Val yelling the room I was in was filled up with stuff so I sat on a table that was in the corner I heard people running down the hall yelling my name, I heard Tom too, "I heard all of them outside the doors "where's y/n" Val says I can hear her. She's worried. Her voice breaking. "Valentine it's okay" "No it's not okay shes my best friend I can't lose her or I'll only have one person" I hear her crying.
Val. I'm sorry. What's wrong with me. "Y/N!!" I hear Val yell again but this time her voice sounds like it's breaking into pieces, I cry silently so they can't find me
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VALS POV:
Im running in the hallways looking for y/n she's my best friend a year ago she once had su!c!d3 thoughts and she would always tell me everything, what's wrong, what's happening, what she did and I can't lose her for that, I look at my phone trying to find her location I cry "Tom this is your fault you showed up after a fucking argument you had. if she does something to herself it's your fucking fault" I yell at him while he's just standing there with a tear not showing emotion.
I heard something in the room behind us it was a loud bang we just thought it was something old, one last time I yell her name "Y/N PLEASE WHERE ARE YOU" we checked everywhere besides the room we heard the noise, it's been an hour checking all the floors, until I checked the room that we heard that noise, "y/n.. OH MY GOSH Y/N" I ran to her, passed out on the floor her eyes a little swollen red. I held her in my arms as I cried for the boys.
"GUYS, GUYS SHES IN HERE HELP" the boys came running in Tom so shock he couldn't breathe right he had to step out, Logan got on the ground, "go check on Tom V" I go out and see Tom on the ground crying, both hands on his head "it was my fault she ran out of the place after we talked" "V!!" I hear Logan yell "I'll be right back" I say right after I finished crying to much.
It was y/n she was waking up.
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YOUR POV:
I passed out from crying to much, I hadn't eaten I only had water, i was waking up Logan next to yelling for Valentine "V" I heard her rush in "y/n it's okay Val is here get up slowly Log, go get water" he ran out getting water for me "is Tom gone" "no he's in the hallway crying on the floor" I got up stumbling to walk, we found a wheelchair that I could sit in.
Logan rushed in with the water "why is she in the wheelchair" "she was stumbling" Tom walked in behind Logan, tears falling from toms face, "hey" I didn't know what to say, "should we go to the hospital" Logan says "well she's fine now" "her eyes are fucking red" "guys please stop yelling" I say in a quiet voice "guys just keep her in here until she feels better or outside for some fresh air" Tom says. "Let's go outside there's a nice warm breeze out it'll help as she drinks water" we all say okay.
I was still in the wheelchair while they sat on the rocks, trees were cut down and we saw the sunset "hey I'm gonna go fix up my makeup" Val says getting up "wait Logan are you wearing eyeliner" I see it cause I think he was crying cause of what happened "well I thought tonight was gonna be fun as hell"
We all laughed as they fixed there makeup so it was only me and Tom silence for just a minute "how are you feeling now" "I'm feeling better now" he moves over to sit next to me
"was it because of me Valentine told me that if anything happens to you it's my fault"
"it wasn't your fault I was just upset"
"Anything that had to do with me?"
"Not at all I promise"
He held my hand apologizing "I'm sorry for everything here I got you this" he hands me a box and I open it "oh my gosh Tom there beautiful" a necklace and a promise ring the card reads out "I want to give this special jewelry to you for a special person like you, hope everything is well between us" "tom this is so sweet" "well I'm glad you love it"
"Hey guys we're back V broke her heel and we had to find tape to fix it then I fell down the stairs from a dumb drunk bitch who was sleeping on the stairs" "And that dumb drunk was my ex, y/n do you wanna try walking" val says "we can try" I stood up and I was walking properly again I gave both my best friends a hug as there here for me.
"What about tomm" Logan says sarcastically I walk over and hug him, he hugs me tightly for like a minute "okay okay that's enough you to" "yeah and what are we waiting for there's a fucking party inside" "yeah let's go"
We all partied together it's been 2 hours since what happened we might've drank together and we might've gotten drunk beside Tom since he'll be driving tonight, I was drunk dancing and I was talking to Tom "hey tomm hows it goingggg" I said while laughing "okay I think you had enough we should get you home" "nooo let's dance please just one timeee" he said sure and we danced I guess it's not the worst day.
