Clean Cut

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I love it when the heat and stinging sensation pierce through my arm.

 The moment I slice my own flesh open, I could feel peace. 

As long as I felt the burning sensation, my head is quiet. 

No noise from the outside; no past memories that haunt me; no scars torn open again; and no pain that stings relentlessly. 

It always work, but it never lasts long. 

When the pain goes away, the calm became chaos, the quiet became loud. 

I want that burning and stinging sensation to last longer. 

So, I did it again. And again.

Eventually, I couldn't bring this to an end. 

It's always either the body or the heart. 

I rather it be the body. 

At least I could get peace for what I've longed for. 

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⏰ Last updated: Mar 24, 2024 ⏰

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