~NorthStarBoys Oneshots~

I Like Your Body

Jarren! Trigger Warning- SH—sorry I know I said I wouldn't do angst but I had such a good idea on what to write. This isn't like really sad angst like no one dies and they don't hate each other.

Really not wanting to write this but I need to write one of them and the was the first draft I had. All the way from April 5th.

3rd person pov:

Justin was very insecure about his body and does sh but no one knows about it because he doesn't want anyone to ask questions and think he's weird or something like that. He doesn't like sh but it was his only coping mechanism.

But it's not that easy hiding the scars and marks when he's in an influencer group with a bunch of immature boys.

Speaking of them being influencers that are immature and boys, today they were filming a 'strip or dare' video.

This was not an ideal situation for Justin. But of course they didn't tell anyone until they had just turned the camera on. So Justin couldn't even put on extra layers. All he was wearing was a black hoodie,  some sweatpants, and socks.

Justin in his head was freaking out, but in the outside he was 'calm.'

As they started recording Oliver did the intro and they started getting their dares. They went from Oliver to Kane to Sebastian to Ryan to Regie to Darren to Justin.

It was currently Darren's turn and Justin was still freaking out. Darren did his dare and cut off a little piece of his hair.

It was now Justin's turn and he snapped back into reality and drew a dare from the bowl. He did the dare because it wasn't as bad yet.

After a while it was his turn again. He didn't want to do the dare so he took off his pants instead of his shirt.

After a bunch of rounds of Justin doing the dare there was another one he didn't want to do but they didn't count socks so he just did the dare.

This is when Darren realized something was really wrong. He had already been really suspicious of Justin doing all the dares, when most of them none of the other members would typically wouldn't do.

He had seen the look on Justin's face when he read the dare.

"You know you can just take your hoodie off right?" Darren whispered.

"Mhm. But it's good for content." Justin lied. But it was true, it was good for content.

Justin did the dare and Darren went along with it. Though he wanted to ask questions, he would do that later.

Justin was also worried that if Darren found out he would break up with him. Or that he would tell everyone. So that's why he was glad he believed him. Little did he know, Darren knew something was up, and he was going to get to the bottom of it.

After a while they finished the video and of course, it was Regie that lost. He only had boxers on.

Anyways, once the camera was off everyone put their clothes back on and Justin went to his and Darren's shared bedroom.

Justin ran up to the room and went into their bathroom and locked the door. He took out one of his extra blades and did...that. There was a lot of 🩸 on the floor and his arm. As he was cleaning he heard their bedroom door open and he started freaking out. He quickly cleaned everything up and as he was finishing the bandage wrap there was a knock on the door.

"One second!" Justin said as he hurriedly finished bandaging his arm and quickly rolled his sleeve down.

"Just let me in please." Darren said from the other side of the door.