Nothing Like Us

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Falling in love with Jungkook was so easy. Everything about him was adoring, five years was a long time, and spending it with him had formed a special connection between them.

Yet, to keep it safe, the ride was bumpy. But it was worth it, because it was Jungkook.

Never in his life had he felt so loved by someone, but living with Jungkook and being in love, made life so much more beautiful.

Breathing felt easier even if his shoulders were loaded with responsibilities which always made it difficult to love himself properly, to treat himself better.

Taehyung had always known in his heart, that they would always be together. They were meant to be. They had to, because he knew that Jungkook was the one. He was the right one for him.

But being with him had been harder nowadays. And as more time passed, it became even more difficult for Taehyung to keep hoping for better days. Little by little, the future that Tae had dreamt for himself where Jungkook was present too, was beginning to fade.

And then a day came when he had to talk about it with Jungkook, it felt like the hardest thing to do.

When he tried to initiate a talk about breaking things off, it hurt Jungkook so bad, he was not ready to leave him, he owned Taehyung's piece of heart.

Even he could not control his tears, he could not bear to think about hurting Jungkook anymore. He did not even realise how the happiest memories turned into the most painful ones.

The transition of his life hit Taehyung so hard, all he could ever see was darkness.

The pain of causing hurt to his love made it even more impossible to experience glee. Lately he had been thinking about what they had, and he knew it was hard, it was all that they both knew.

Through their friends, tae got to know how he would be drowned deep in his sorrow, and all he could wonder, if he had been drinking, to take all his pain away, to numb his heart for at least some amount of time.

It pierced his heart, making him feel worthless, and wish that he could give Jungkook what he deserved, that was his love.

Did Jungkook fill his heart with betrayal and insecurity already? Which he did not at all deserve to feel?

He wished to tell him that he was not in a good place either, that he only thought about him. that no one can ever replace him and its just the wrong time to be together.

A time that will not let them be together.

And nothing can make him feel like he did. There was no one like him, there was no one that would make him feel so special, so loved, no one he could ever relate to, like he did to Jungkook.

And he knew he could never find someone who he would love, like he loved Jungkook.

He could never find a love that was so special, that was just so right, so true.

MESSAGE:

TAEHYUNG: Please! Kook tries to understand my side, we cannot be together right now...

TAEHYUNG: I need some time to myself; my family problems are at their peak worst level. At such a critical time, it is hard for me to give time for our relationship Kook

Yes. He was struggling financially, there were many flaws in Taehyung's life, and he was not proud of them, yet even after knowing that, Jungkook loved him with his everything.

he loved him with his whole heart to the point Tae started to learn to embrace himself for who he was. But there was a time for some things to come to an end, tae tried hard to keep the light of hope inside his hard, yet something or the other always succeeded in blowing it away.

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