i open my eyes hearing knocking loud knocking
"i know shes here shawn!!!!"
i stay silent on the couch shawn is asleep
"rose please open up i just wanna see you, see that i didnt fuck everything up"
i get up opening the door
rose: stay there
i point at where hes standing
rose: nash
nash: rose will you ever forgive me?
tears are streaming down his face his eyes are dark and red
he looks broken
rose: you know how when its pouring and your driving on the highway and its just so brutal
he nods wiping a few tears away
rose: and then you go under a bridge and it stops and its so peaceful like the world just stops and its silent and magical
he just stares at me
rose: but then the rain comes back and it hits you even harder and you know what nash
you were my bridge
his jaw drops
rose: i love you nash ill always love you but if you have to convince someone to stay with you thrn they probably alteady left and nash i dont want to do that but i dont feel like you need me ad much as i need you so you need to go figure yourself out go see if im worth it because dammit nash i think i am
i close the door
laying down on the couch crying
the worst type of crying
holding my mouth to be quiet
tears running onto the pillow
my heart breaking just thinking about everything that just happenend
and holding my stomach or heart because they both hurt like hell
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Tea time
Teen FictionU just moved to la from Boston last month and ur still getting used to it. You've been going every morning to the tea place for tea and breakfast . Today you have your dirty blonde hair in messy bun Ur wearing a Boston t-shirt and boot cut yoga p...
