Tea time

chapter 25

what am i supposed to do
try to live without him and a broken heart
or live with him and possible have my heart broken down the road
now or never right?

rose: what should i do shawn

shawn: oh come on you know i cant say anything

rose: shawn

shawn: all im saying is thats the real nash right there in that voicemail thats all im goona say okay

rose: thankyou
i kiss his cheek getting up and splashing water on my face

i hug shawn

he rest his head in mine

shawn: you'll be great just forgive him or say sorry or something just be together because thats when your both most happy

he kisses my forehead and i walk out

there only one place he would be so i walk back to the appartment

he took the jeep

i grab the motorcycle and start driving

i really love this thing its part of me and nash

i pull up to the place where our first date took place

the hill

i jump off

i slowly walk up the hill

when i get up i see him laying in the jeep reading

nash: You are terrifying and strange and beautiful, someone not everyone knows how to love but i do and i like to think im the only one and will always be the only one you'll love because thats what you are to me , you. are. the. only. one. .

rose: thats my favorite part

nash: ive been reading over and over again hoping to hear your voice

i stand a few feet away from the jeep
his eyes are set on the book

i close my eyes holding in a storm thats about to break

and as the last word i spoke was the key unlocking it

rose: im im not okay

right as the first cry escaped my lips nash was off the car
and arms surrounding me

i rest my head against his chest

rose: your arms are way better than my blanket

nash: Listen to me. I'm in love with you. Mad crazy in love with you. I'm not going anywhere. Ever. You can't get rid of me . im sorry but its just not goona happen.

rose: no matter what i do i ccant unlove you