Arresting and Arrested | Aaron Hotchner

CHAPTER FOUR

While at the local PD we give our preliminary profile to the officers "We are looking for a white male ages 30-45, who prays on young girls, taking out anyone who get in their way" Derek starts "it is probable that he had a daughter the same age of the girls who was taken away from him. That was his trigger and now he's taking girls who resemble his daughter, and once he gets what he needs, he disposes of the children."

It has been only a couple hours since we landed and the sheriff comes rushing in "Shelly has just been found in the woods, dumped" with a heavy sign we get up to go to the dumping sight. Upon arriving we see Shelly, it makes me queasy. She is wrapped in a blanket and was placed on a bed of leaves. Back at the station, Spencer and JJ are going through the geographical profile and the rest of us are around the table in the conference room, I'm looking at the dumping photos "what is the unsub is a woman?" I question. The team looks towards me "I don't think so" Hotch answers, rolling my eyes I continue "just listen for a minute, there are no signs of sexual assault on the girls, the way they're disposed of, wrapped in a blanket and placed carefully on the ground. If it was paedophilic man, he wouldn't show that care and there would definitely be signs of assault. The girls are not malnourished, they're not dirty. They look like they've been cared for."
"She might be right Hotch" Rossi counters.
"This changes the whole profile if we go down that path." Hotch says walking away, I go after him " Hotch, you can't just dismiss this because it came from me. I know you usually dismiss my ideas and don't think of my as a valuable member of the team but can you for once put aside your feeling for me and do right by these girls" he has a look of anger on his face by the time I'm done and pull some into a side room "Lottie, I'm not saying you're wrong. You're not, I agree with you.
"You do?"
"Yes. And for what it's worth, I never thought of you as invaluable" he says while brushing a piece of my hair behind my ear before exiting the room, leaving me confused and turned on at the worst possible time.

The next few hours go by slowly, but we end up catching the unsub, Veronica Lane, she had a daughter who died a couple months before the killing started. The team is currently at the hotel getting the rest we need before flying back tomorrow, and here I am wide awake thinking at Aaron, looking over to the clock is see is 2:30am, he won't be awake now will he? I can't go to him? What would I even say? Having enough with overthinking I make my way down the hall and to his room, he opens the door in only his boxers, his hair a mess and tiredness on his face, I realise I woke him "I er.. I'm sorry. I'm sorry I woke you, I'm just gonna go." I go to leave
"Lottie." I halt "come in"
"O.. er.. okay" I make my way i side trying to keep my eyes from wandering down his body. I don't understand I've seen men shirtless before, I'm no stranger to a set of abs but there's something about Aaron, he looks like the man he is, the perfect amount of hair on his chest, his snail trail the undeniably sexy toned dad bod.
"I'm sorry Hotch, I don't even know why I'm here, I couldn't sleep  and then I kept thinking of you, I don't know why I know we aren't anything I mean we can't even tolerate each other most of the time and.." he shuts me up with his mouth, pulling away "shut up Lottie" and goes back to kissing me, moaning I pull him closer to me, my hands trailing all over his body. His chest, his shoulders, his back I can't get enough.

Walking towards the bed he Theo's me on my back and hovers over me, trailing kissing down my chest, pulling my top down and taking my right nipple into his mouth and pulling, twisting and pinching the left one. He moves further down my body. He lays his body between my legs, his fingers lightly stroking over my pantie line "you have no idea how many times I've came thinking of you, of that night. I've not wanted someone so bad before, I don't know why you're doing to me"
"At least it's not only me" I reply as he pull my panties down
"Can I taste you angel? Please say I can taste you." He almost begs
"Yes. Yes, please. Please put your mouth on me Aaron" I whimper and in an instant he drags his tongue up my slit, tongue fucking my hole while using his finger to make slow circles on my clit, bringing me to the edge
"Oh.. oh god" I moan as stars dance my vision
"No angel, it's only me" I can hear the smugness in his voice before he goes back to tasting me like a man starved. After a while I can take it anymore "Aaron please. Please.. I can't."
"What do you need Angel. Tell me what you want." He demands
"You. I want you. Please Aaron I need you"
"My pleasure" he announces as he moves up and lines himself up with me, pushing into me, our eyes connect and I can't deny it anymore. I want him. I want him bad. I want him on more than physical level.
"You're so beautiful Angel"
He continues thrusting into me, this is different from last time, it's passionate and loving and lustful. I can feel everything. I want him to know how I feel, I can't tell him just yet so I do the next best thing, I roll us so I'm straddling his waist, smiling up at me "I can't get enough of you" he says and his hands gravitate towards my breasts and I ride him like my life depends on it.

Rolling onto my back, both panting we lie next to each other, our hand intwined "I guess this is against protocol" I joke, seeing him trying to hold back a laugh, his dimples showing that I can't help but admire. He turns and sits up, I follow suit and sit beside him against the headboard
"I'm done Lottie. Im done trying to stay away from you, I don't want to do it anymore." Smiling I know what I want "me too Aaron. I've tried to deny it, to you, to myself. But I can't anymore. You're under me, and I don't want you to be anywhere else." With that we eventually fall asleep, wrapped in each other's arms.

Waking up in the morning, Aaron's arm is around my waist and my head on his chest, he looks so peaceful I think to myself. He starts waking up and looks at me "morning beautiful" he grumbles
"Morning" I smile at him.
"What time is it?" "6am. We've got time." I reply
"Hmm.. time for what, my angel" he says rolling over and hovering over me. "Anything you want" I look into his eyes and see only adoration and lust and in that moment I know I made the right decisions I just hope it doesn't crush me in the end.