The story of Zelda Collis

Thursday, 20-07- 2017

I tried to open my eyes.

It's still all blurry.

The last thing I remember is blood all over the kitchen, and there was blood on me.

My head feels heavy.

I tried to lift my head and myself from that floor. My vision is still blurry. I stood up on the floor with all my strength and grabbed onto the countertop as support to stand. I balanced my body, and I tried to walk to the sink to wash my eyes. I opened the tap and washed my eyes to recover my vision.

I opened my eyes. But then....

No! What happened here? The last thing I remember was blood... and... those eyes staring into my soul. What happened to me? Everything feels like a nightmare.

When I fell on the ground, I was covered in blood. The whole kitchen was covered in blood. But now... I cannot spot one drop of blood.

This is not right...
           What can I do...
                    What have I done?
                             I killed a boy!
                                   And now I am repaying for it with my mind.

Is it my brain playing tricks on me? Was there anyone else here who cleaned up everything? But how am I clean of blood? What is the time now?

I pushed myself to the hall. I cannot go upstairs to my room in this condition. I sat on the couch and tried to control my breath. I am trying so hard to ease myself.

I tried to recall what happened to me. But all I could remember is those eyes looking at me and that I was covered in blood. I was not able to breathe. I went breathless, and I was almost dead.

I laid my head on the headrest of the couch.

           "What happened to me is not good."

          "Whatever things I am going through now are not good."
   
          "All that blood I saw on me and everything that happened to me was just my mind."