"You okay?" Rin said, Fliss now curled up on her chest, she was still breathing which was a good sign.
Fliss mumbled something incoherent and nodded as she shivered slightly, Rin smiled and pulled the duvet over the two of them. It was warm, the early hint of summer beginning to break the cold English weather but Rin knew that temperature wasn't why Fliss was shivering, she'd fucked her good and she smiled knowing that. Rin did not do dates, she didn't do girlfriends or love, she knew how to fuck, she knew how to make someone feel good but that was her limit. Sure she'd been in love before but she was too busy now, too cold, especially for a girl like Felicity Jordan. This girl was the sun, Rin knew that, she knew that the moment she saw her cuddled up in Will's bed and Rin was the opposite of sunshine, she had closed herself off to anything good and she was, in a funny sense, quite content with that. Fliss groaned and pushed herself off Rin's chest to look at her.
"Hi," she whispered, "I'm sorry if I made a mess."
"It's okay, Darling, I like it, my messy girl." Rin said, smiling at Fliss.
"I'm not yours. You said you don't date." Fliss shot back, rolling her eyes. Yes, the girl under her and taken her virginity but that didn't mean she owned her and virginity was a construct anyway.
"You want anything?" Rin said as she moved to get up from the bed.
"Water," Fliss smiled, "please, and oh chocolate if you have any please."
Rin smiled, of course she would like chocolate, she tasted like it.After two glasses of water and several squares of Dairy Milk, Fliss had seemed to return to the land of the living and was now trying to think of things to ask Rin, if this girl had taken her virginity she should at least be allowed to know something about her right?
"Why do you live by yourself?" She asked, tentatively.
"I work full time, I don't like my mum, I like walking around naked. There's plenty of reasons, honestly it's just easier." Rin said.
Fliss nodded, "Can I ask you something?"
Rin laughed and nodded, of course she wanted to know things, she was sweet, too sweet, especially for a girl like Rin.
"Will you take me home?" Fliss looked up, "you don't have to, I can get the bus home if you don't want to and I'll give you petrol money."
She was rambling and Rin was almost disappointed with her question, she wanted to talk to her, she would've told her anything she wanted to know.
"I'll take you home as long as you promise I can see you again." Rin said, a glint in her eyes.
"If you want to see me again I'm happy to, but don't think you have to, I'm not some sad girl who needs your pity." Fliss replied.
Rin smiled, "Trust me, you don't have my pity, I want to see you."
Fliss nodded and smiled as she got up, picking her clothes up off the floor and putting them back on, "Can I borrow a jumper?"
"Yeah, help yourself, I want it back tho." Rin said, pointing to her wardrobe as she pulled on joggers and a jumper.Rin pulled up outside of Fliss' house 30 minutes later, the blond girl had fallen asleep after waffling about work and school and hair for 10 minutes and was now snuggled up in Rin's passenger seat, in her site jumper snoring lightly. Rin smiled as she looked at the sleeping girl, she didn't need that jumper back for a while now summer was returning, it was covered in paint splotches and stains from work and yet Fliss had snatched it up the moment she saw it, what an odd girl.
"Hey Princess, you're home" Rin shook her gently, tapping her face to try and wake her.
Fliss shook her head and rubbed her face further into Rin's hand, a small smile crept onto Rin's face. She shook her more until Fliss finally woke up enough to pull herself out of the car and into her house. Rin smiled more as she walked away, turning on the ignition and pulling off after she'd made sure Fliss was safely inside.
The drive back to Rin's flat felt cold, she was quiet, unsure of how she felt and scared at how comfortable she'd felt around Fliss.
"Thanks for a good night, text me in the morning 😡." The message popped up on her phone the moment Rin sat down on her bed.
"Of course pretty girl" Rin sent back as she closed her eyes, fuck what was this girl doing to her?
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What if I break her?
General FictionLesbian Smut 18+ Felicity is the sun and Rin knows that, she sees it the moment she meets her but can Rin, a cold hearted girl who has closed herself off to love actually be any good for her? And can they just have sex?