Our Night || Jaywon

006.

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My trembling hand went into the compartment, holding the phone itself so tightly that my knuckles were a morbid shade of white. I unlocked my phone reluctantly before carefully dialing my roommate's number. I heard the mundane and reassuring voice flow into my ear as I smiled softly, reassured that he was here to save the day.

"Sunoo, I need you to meet me at the cafe in fifteen minutes."

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•JAY POV•

I'm conflicted. I can't tell if I made the right choice. Yes. I did make the right choice. I literally hooked up with a stranger I met at a bar while in a relationship. God, I'm such a hoe...
Sunoo isn't going to want that date on Saturday anymore if he finds out. It should be fine, Sunoo doesn't know Jungwon or anything. It's not like they're roommates or anything. I'm overreacting. I made the right choice. I sighed, standing up as I gazed upon the overly crispy pancakes I had severely burnt out of pure anger with myself. I aggressively clenched the plastic plate and slammed it into the trash can. My chest rose and fell intensely as if I were a runner after sprinting a marathon.

Oh, I wish I could see Sunoo right now. He's the best therapist boyfriend I could ask for. I decided I would text him.
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My Love<3
Sunoo, how are you?

Cutie Patootie<3
Good, Jay. And you?

My Love<3
Not good; had a really rough morning. Also, you're still free for Saturday, right?

Cutie Patootie<3
Yes, Jay, I am still on for Saturday. I miss you too much to skip this date ;)

My Love<3
Good, good. I miss you too much too. You also said something about meeting your roommate? Lol, it's about time you tell him we're together. We've been together for almost 6 months XD

Cutie Patootie<3
Ik, ik, I promise I'll introduce you to him. Also, he can be a bit of a cold shoulder but I swear on my life he'll warm up to you. Just give him time.

My Love<3
Dw, I'm sure he'll at least be cordial. And first impressions aren't big on me.

Cutie Patootie<3
Ah! He'll love you. I'm sure of it! Well, I have to meet him somewhere. I'll text you soon, baby. Love you <3

*JAY "❤️" A MESSAGE*

My Love<3
Okay, well, you two have fun. Love you too! <3

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•JUNGWON POV•

I shifted my weight in the chair anxiously. Where the hell is Sunoo? He's never late. My leg subconsciously bounced up and down as I fiddled with the lid of my mocha. I heard the iconic jingle of doorbells which caused my head to whip to the direction of the ajar door. I exhaled heavily from holding in air I didn't even acknowledge I was holding in.

"Sunoo!" I called exasperatingly.
He rushed over to me with his soothing smile. I had already ordered a coffee for him too since I knew his go-to by heart. He smirked and clenched the cup, his fingers tracing the rough texture of it before taking a sip that seemed like hours long.
"Yes?" he questioned. His mouth was still attached to the lid which made it merely impossible for me to decipher what he was mumbling. I snatched the cup from him, splattering it all over the table.
"I can't hear you with that goddamn thing in your mouth!" I snapped, slamming the styrofoam cup onto the wooden surface. The cup slid across the table due to my immense force. Sunoo's eyebrows furrowed in concern with a bit of perplexity.
"Who the hell got under your skin?" he asked as his eyes scanned over the mess I had created in the heat of my anger.
"I had a drunk hook up, okay?!" I added in a hushed whisper. His eyes widened as Sunoo's hand reflexed to his mouth. I heard the little choking noise. He was shocked. Definitely shocked.
"Excuse me?" he said in astonishment after he swallowed the boiling hot coffee that sloshed around his mouth.
"Look, I don't what I did but now he hates me," I explained as I crossed my arms. His expression shifted after he noticed my seriousness and genuine paranoia over the ordeal.
"God, you poor thing..." he muttered in empathy as he reached for my now visibly shaking hand. I grasped it aggressively, almost as if I was trying to suck all the comfort and warmth out of it.

He smiled in concern as our eyes locked in a dialogue between our souls. His gaze suddenly faltered to the tiled ground of the café as he acquired his phone from his pocket. He focused his attention on it, practically drowning me out of existence.
"Hold on, it's my boyfriend," he told me calmly. I scoffed and rolled my eyes in jealousy but let him saunter off. I rammed my fist into the table as I allowed my head to sink into my arms out of frustration. The urge to collapse out of the emotional rollercoaster was gradually creeping up on me. Why the hell was I put on the sideline all the time? What am I; a roach? I clenched my cup forcefully as I dismissed myself from the coffee shop.

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•JAY POV•

"Hello?" Sunoo's voice questioned from the other end. His voice sounded a little irked but I pushed it aside.
"Cutie? Can you come now?" I asked desperately. I made sure a pouty tone was transparent in my tone. He always listened to me if I acted a little submissive now and then.
"Hmm, do I get kisses and cuddles on the date and now?" he inquired teasingly with his breath hitching slightly. I smirked and acted like I was mulling over it.
"Hmm, why not?" I replied as I wandered aimlessly into the kitchen.
"Okay, Okay, I'll be over in twenty," Sunoo said finally before culminating the call.

Now, I had to wait...and wait, and wait. God, why the hell did twenty minutes feel like twenty centuries?! I groaned as I crossed my arms in frustration. I slumped against the counter, taking in my boring and bland kitchen ceiling. Suddenly, my phone vibrated once more. I jolted a little, not prepared for the unexpected notification. My eyebrows knitted together in confusion as I glanced amongst the notifier. It was from an unknown number...
I had to make another decision. I could either open the message and be absolutely fucked up by a sixty year old man or not touch it. First option sounds better. I eagerly yet prudently clicked the link to the messenger.

My eyes widened in awe as my gaze scanned the screen. It was...Jungwon. Yang Jungwon. Oh my god, how did he contact me?! I don't want to talk to him! I need him out of my life for the greater good. I love Sunoo, not him. I love Sunoo, not him. I love...Sunoo, not...

Maybe I love them both...

Suddenly, a raping knock bumped me out of my conflicting thoughts. The corners of my mouth rose up in satisfaction as I approached the door to answer Sunoo who was awaiting me outside.
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A/N: Hey guys!! Hope u enjoyed this chap!! Also, it's not proofread. Another also, I apologize for not being here. I finally got watt back and I had theater prior to the whole watt incident so I was packed. I still am but I can actually write more now bc I have access on my phone. So yeah!