I Hope You Love Me Too

Lisha

"Lisha..." Gong Jun said with concern, with regret in his eyes he gazed at lisha with pain seeing Lisha cries.

He is aware that he is treating her unfairly. It hurts him to witness Lisha's tears. Lisha's sadness is unjustifiable, but he cannot deceive her. Deceiving Lisha and himself will only make things worse.

"I'm sorry." The only word Gong Jun can  mutter.

"Are you really asking me to leave? You're chosing him than me? Lisha asked.

"Tell me, have I truly been loved?" She added.

Everything has been down to doom at that very moment like every thing has vanished in the thin air.

"Right from the start your eyes sets on him, it's been almost a decade but what kind of eyes are you born into- to ever just look at him... eventhough I am your girlfriend back then and now?...tell me
what sets him apart from me?!"    Lisha continuously questioned out of Gong Jun. However despite the menacing pressure of anger she's bringing Gong Jun stood silent and out of words

She don't know what Gong Jun are thinking at that time but one thing she knows, Gong Jun is serious. He really wanted to break up, she know it because despite the guilt that evident in his eyes it still evident and even more visible the determination he has...the eyes that looks like standing tall from what he says no matter what.. with guilt but without any regrets at all.

At that moment she feels that Gong Jun has truly have changed back to who he is before...

"Listen, I know I'm not heroin I was born to be a villain or a canon fodder and it's too late for me to change my character now,.. I won't change Gong Jun... I won't." She firmly said staring directly at Gong Jun.

"You're so inconsiderate." She added before leaving Gong Jun out of the rooftop.

Lisha attempted to convince herself that Gong Jun's feelings for Zhehan are only as a friend, but no matter how hard She try to believe it, She cannot overcome the fact that the man she love is pretending to love her

The more she witness it, the more it pains her. Every day it becomes more difficult, yet she continue to forced a lie on her and return to Gong Jun.

A total masochist... Yet Gong Jun never noticed it.

"How inconsiderate, Are he really asking for a breakup now? His so unfair unfair, Gong Jun; you are so thoughtless!" She exclaimed out in the air wanting to just let her sorrows float by the wind never to come back again.

"Everyday, it seems as though I am living in a dream where he will reciprocate my love. My feelings to him. It was always been strong. Strong that it eats me. Upon learning that Zhehan had left you, I returned, that was a bad thing I knew you were troubled back then. Yet that was a bad of me.

We ended up breaking up for the same reason as before... That man...

"You are ending our relationship for the same reason I ended it with you. You didn't love me the way I desired," She muttered.

Meanwhile, back at the rooftop Gong Jun eyes and look at the ground, unable to handle the weight in his heart, he knows he had caused her a lot of pain. He had not realized the extent to which his actions had affected Lisha. It was only now that he recognized that his true feelings were for Zhehan, not Lisha.

Lisha expressed repeatedly to Gong Jun. She is loudly expressing all the things Yet, he don't recognize, Gong Jun acknowledged Lisha's words and understood that he had made a mistake. But Although, however he's in pain and guilt he just can't do fool him and lisha anymore.