Memories

Chapter Five

"Nothing love... Just tired"
My voice was soft with a tired tone.

I want to wake up from this dream but at the same time I want to stay here with him...

"Go back to sleep.. Everything will be okay" his tone was soft as he leaned down kissing my forehead while I close my eyes again...

This time when I woke up it was dark. I was in the apartment me and Elias got seeming like the bed room but.. No Elias.

I got up from the bed and walked down the hall way.

"Elias?..."

I spoke out into the void of darkness but of course no response. Damn everything was dark I could barely see a fucking thing.

I walked out into the living room and my eyes widen in fear. Elias there in the room laying on the floor with blood in his arms.

I couldn't move from the fear I felt. This wasn't new I've seen this before.. I was the one who actually found him.

Before I could even move to Elias I woke up from that dream sitting up quickly as I breath heavily. Sweaty a bit while my head throbs from pain.

I sighed and leaned over to my night stand grabbing the bottle of pills I have on there opening the lid taking two pills out of it then swallowing them in my mouth with the help of water.

These nightmares are getting worse by a week causing me to get headaches after I wake up from them. I heard my phone ding from a notification.

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Hey Nyx it's me Elias! Just wanted to text to see if you wanna hangout today?

Sure I don't have work today.

I'll pick you up after school then! See you soon starlight :)

What the hell? Starlight? That's just a lucky guess? I sighed and got ready for school even if I didn't want to go

Of course when I walk out into the living room no one was home but me..

"She's out at the bar again?"

I mumbled while I grabbed something small to eat on my way to school

I was surprisingly excited to hang out with Elias after school.. I don't know why though.

Maybe because I hasn't had a good thing happen?.. Who knows. The school day I just spent spacing out waiting for the last bell so I can meet up with Elias.

But that felt like forever. Finally I snapped out of that weird world in my head by the last bell ringing and I gather my things quickly then left the class heading out of the school.

I was right- There he was sitting there at the front on his motorcycle looking on his phone until he looked up seeing me then gave me his normal soft smile..

My heart skipped a beat as my face became hot- God I'm a mess.. I'm feeling things I thing I couldn't feel again.

I walked down to him acting like my normal self so he didn't see the simp version of me.

"Do you think we're gonna fit on there?.." I asked with my eyes somewhat narrowing as he just patted behind him gesturing for me to backpack.

"Yes we will" Elias replied so confident as I sit on the back not caring as this wasn't my first time backpacking on a motorcycle.

"You better hold tight starlight" he said as he kick started the bike looking at me for a split second "Why do I-" Without me being able to finish my sentence he took off causing me to put my arms around him

So I can stay on the bike.. Elias laughed at me due to me getting caught off guard where I had to latch onto him to stay on. I felt embarrassed causing my cheeks become a rosy pink hue as I looked at the ground.