Painter in the night| Changjin

Make me feel something

Part 9

I found myself sketching him, the pictures of Seo were just in front of me, 10 or 20, I was losing my mind. The face, parts of body were there, the whole room filled with the paintings in coal and pencil, were the project of my mid losing it's functioning, I ended the other part of the painting and sent it by the courier to him, not to bother coming to him.

The soju wasn't helping at all the pictures with his eyes, nose, lips were making me sweat as I slowly was going mad.

IN was coming to knock but unsuccessfully as I blocked myself, I skipped some classes trying to regain the sense as I came to the conclusion that I want him.

I want him to do all those things he did with the other boys.

I was that obsessed.

But I was even more angry at him as I knew he was in the city and constant nagging feeling of calling him but I ended up blocking myself.

The shower was a must I was all in oil paint and sweat, the tank top was saving the hot body as I was in shorts painting the garden as I decided to stop being that miserable as the doorbell rang.

-IN can you not forget the keys?

I shouted opening the doors as Seo was standing there in front of me in the black costume as if he ran from some fancy presentation.

He looked hot.

-Were u not expecting?

He siad as he entered closing the doors, he looked at me scanning the hands all in paint and I had on my top as he went closer.

-U are a mess, sweetheart.

He almost whispered.

-What do u want, u should have called or messaged.

I bursted.

-U sent me an art but didn't bother to come, why?

-U looked busy, so why should I?

He pushed me to the wall wiping something from my cheek, he took his finger pressing against my lips.

-Suck on it.

He commanded and I didn't bother to objects opening the mouth as his finger went in touching the tongue as I sucked on the what was given covering with salvia. He went to the check wiping the rest of the oil pain on my face.

-U are dirty boy, but I like it.

He smirked as he let me go, I went to my room escaping as he followed me as I entered I placed the brush I had in my hand into the holder as I realised there were some pictures of him just on the floor and he saw that for sure.

I was holding my back to him as he entered the room watching the artistic mess I had.

-U are surely obsessed with me, boy.

He picked the pictures scanning them.

-I needed to do it to properly paint the picture.

He smiled at my escape plan accepting it as an answer.

-Sure.

He blasted seeing the garden I was in process of creation.

-I wanna watch u pain, can I?

He asked as I nodded as he took off the coat throwing it on the bed as I just sat back trying to concentrate on the painting as he was being me on my bed watching me, I was sure, I felt his gaze.