the survivor

capter II

15. August. 3016

Dear diary,
I forgot to mention in my last entry, that the sky is now red and the reason there are zombies is that the gods are angry with us and want to kill us.
We are starting to build houses, and it looks great because no one found us. This could change our lives, but I don't want to it's for sure.
I'm scared. I don't want to die but I also don't want to live like this. Are we all just ment to die? I hope not but who knows. Anyways we can't change anything so it's probably ment to be. I'm scared I don't want my friends to die. I love them.
What schould I do? I need to do something. I can't though. The only thing I can do is wish or hope. It's not enough. I can't live like this anymore. Why can't I just die? It's painful to live in this world. I can't continue living like this. It's really painful. I feel like dying. I wish I never lived. It probably would have been better for everyone. I just... nevermind it doesn't matter. I hope live gets better.
Oh I forgot to mention we got a dog. He's trained to kill zombies. He's cute. His name is Rocky . I love his eyes an-
I have to go I hear screams. 
Bye, Akari