"Pyaar Lafzon mein kaha"

♡ Chapter 14 ♡

Kinza's POV

" She is in coma now "

And that's it the ground swept away from my feet

I felt weak in my knees as I heard this news and my senses went numb loosing the ability to stand on my legs I stumbled back but before I could reach the floor two arms protectively wrapped around my shoulder preventing me from touching the ground .

I looked up to meet the man's gaze while he looked at me and mouthed a ' careful ' I looked away fixing my gaze on the white marbles while he moved his attention towards the doctor

" When will she gain her consciousness? " I heard Azil asking the doctor

" we can't say anything maybe 6 days , 6 weeks , 6 moths , or maybe 6 years as well" I heard the doctor replying to him and I closed my eyes tightly still looking down

" When can we meet her?" He asked the doctor

"We'll shift her in the VIP ward in 15 minutes you can meet her after that" the doctor replied to Azil and left from there

After 15 minutes the nurse came and replied that I can meet Mama now , Azil suggested me to go inside alone and he will come after sometime I agreed to him with a nod and walked towards the Ward

I pushed the door Knob slightly and opened the door only to witness the most heart clenching view I have ever witnessed

Mama laid down unconscious on the stretcher while the wires and many other things were attracted to her body .I started taking slow steps towards her and with every step a drop of that salty water flowed through my eyes . I sat beside her on a stool and held her hand

As soon as I held her hand every emotion I was controlling flowed down from my eyes and I broke down infornt of her crying with loud sobs and hiccups , I couldn't say anything, not a single word all I did in those fifteen minutes was crying and mumbling small sorries to her between my sobs and hiccups

After 15 minutes I heard a knock on the door and saw Azil entering the Ward I wiped my tears quickly

" The doctor said she can hear us , she cannot talk or move but she can hear you" he said smiling faintly coming towards me as I looked up at him with my hopeful eyes

" She can ..yo..you are sure ?" I asked him

" Yes " he said and smiled

" The doctor said she is a strong lady and has a great will power had it been someone else they surely would have died " he said sitting beside me on the other stool

" Indeed she's the strongest woman I know she makes me want to become like her " I said with a smile while tears flowed down from my eyes

" and today that strong lady is lying here almost lifeless just because of me " I said and sobbed loudly while I could feel Azil Turing his gaze towards Me

" No kinza it's not-" before he could complete his sentence I cut him off

" IT IS i..it is only if .....only if I had agreed to marry Fasid she wouldn't have gone there and....and this accident wouldn't have take place .....it's all my fault just my fault , how could I do that wh..why...why am I so selfish I should have thought about her atleast for once I just cared about my choice and my life not even for once I thought what she would have to face just beacuse of my rejection...just beacuse of me she have to fight against everyone each and every time she has to face problem just beacuse of me ....she have to listen to those hurtful taunts of Dadi Ammi just beacuse of me ..just beacuse I am a girl ...she had to stay with a cheater so that no one would raise a finger on me....why do I keep creating problems for her ....I make her weak ever..every single time I make her weak " I said crying hard between my sobs I couldn't understand what was going with me my head was a complete mess I couldn't comprehend anything all I felt was hurt and regret