"Pyaar Lafzon mein kaha"

♡ Chapter 22♡

Kinza was walking around in the garden after getting ready in a black saree which complimented her each and every curve while small diamond tops rested in her ears  with a big round Dimond ring in  her finger and the high silver platform heels enhanced her height

She stopped midway when she heard Arsal call her , she turned around and saw him standing there who looked like he just returned from work .

" Yes ?" She said walking towards him

" Naraz ho mujhse ?" Arsal asked her  with a soft voice while she chuckled at his question and said

[ Are you upset with me ?]

" Naraz unse hua jata hai jin se aap koi umeed rakhte hai aur jin pe aapka haq hota hai . Jab se Maine aap pe haq kho diya aur apse umeedein lagana chod di us din se apse naraz hona chod diya " kinza replied in a nonchalant tone which showed how unaffected she was and how she expected this from Arsal and he proved her right

[ You get upset from the one you hope something from , on the one you have rights , since the day I lost my right on you and stopped expecting from you , I stopped getting upset on you ]

Few tears gathered in Arsal's eyes realising how badly he failed to become a good father . Kinza was about to turn around but stopped hearing Arsal.

" Ye......ye Safina ki saree hai na ?" He asked her while few tears still in his eyes when he remembered how beautiful Safina looked in this and
how much Kinza resembled Safina

[ This...this is Safina's saree right?]

"Ye..yes " kinza nodded confused while looking at Arsal' state and his cracked voice

" Wait Here I'll be back " He said and left from there before Kinza could say something. After a couple of minutes he came out with a silver clutch in his hand and gave it to kinza while she looked at him confused

" I brought this clutch for her with this saree , your look is complete now , you look gorgeous just like your mother " he said to her with a smile

Tears gathered in kinza's eyes too when she remembered about her childhood , during that time too Arsal used to help her get ready he would bring the matching stuff with her outfit and then make cute hairstyles for her and she loved that , she loved the attention and care Arsal gave her she was very close too him even more then Safina , she wouldn't even be able to sleep until and unless he tucked her  in the bed and in morning he would make her eat breakfast from his own hands, she never even demanded a sibling because she couldn't share Arsal's attention she wanted him to take care of her just her only if she knew there would come one day when she wouldn't even like talking to him .

All this things changed completely with Iqra's arrival and never again took place after Aqib and shaqib's birth . He sometimes wouldn't tuck her in the bed saying iqra needs him he stoped feeding her and getting her ready saying now he had to look after the twins too . Arsal's divided attention or almost no attention broke her innocent heart way before a boy could . The night's she spend crying over her father's changed behavior the nights she spend watching her mother cry craving for her father's love haunted her till now . Arsal ignoring her and prioritizing her step siblings over her somewhere broke her too much that she stopped expecting even a ounce of attention from him and distanced herself from him too the point she didn't felt hurt with whatever he did to her now . Gulping down her sorrows and tears she mumbled a small thank you to him .

" You are going somewhere?" Arsal asked her

Kinza nodded at him and said " On a dinner with Azil "

" Enjoy your time " saying this he patted her head and left from there