Harry Styles Little Sister

My Punishment

Sarahs Pov

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My hand flew forward searching frantically for the off switch on my alarm. It was a Tuesday for god’s sake, why was my alarm set for 6:30 in the bloody morning. At that exact moment Harry stuck his head through my bedroom door.
"GET UP NOW" Harry shouted causing me to pull the pillow over my head trying o protect my ears and to put of the daunting task that lay ahead of me. Getting up. As you may have guessed by now, Harry didn't send me home. But apparently threatening to send me home and getting me to spill most of my past to Harry wasn't exactly punishment enough for me in the boy’s eyes. Harry had proceeded to take my phone, laptop, TV remote and my precious old iPod. I had nothing left, and to top it all off I was officially 100% Grounded. They had all decided that for the next to week since I’m suspended from school, i that I will be at least with one of them at all times during the day to keep me out of trouble instead of staying at home. Thanks Louis, Great idea, Lucky me. Although I had forgiven Harry for everything he had done in the past, i was still pissed at him because he didn't trust me enough to stay at home by myself for a single day.

"Were leaving in ten minutes Sarah!. Are you up yet?" I heard him yell from the kitchen. I couldn't avoid it any longer. I showered and dressed in record time but only because I knew Harry and the boys would make my day far worse if I annoyed them anymore but I walked down the stairs and into the kitchen to have one more go at changing the lads minds before we left .

"Please please please, can I just stay here? I won’t do anything stupid and Im sorry about this whole school thing Please Harry, I don't see how me having to follow one of you around all day is going to help teach me a lesson or anything" I complained as i poured the milk over my cornflakes.

"Sarah, Drop it. It's not up for discussion. If we left you here you would be either in one of our rooms on the computer, watching television or you would just get up and leave and do whatever you wanted to do. You are coming with us today and for the next two weeks whether you like it or not. I don't want to have to go through this again with you Sarah. Do you understand?" Harry sighed starting to get annoyed with me again. I had spent most of last night pleading with him but his answer was still the same.

"Fine" i Hung my head in defeat and stared at my cornflakes which by now had became soggy and was starting to sink to the bottom of my bowl. Great, i thought. I haven't eaten anything and I wouldn’t have time to get another bowl before we left for the boys photo shoot.

 I had avoided going into the public with the boys up until now. Ever since i arrived here i haven't been spotted with them once but that was all going to change today. As we pulled up to the studio you could hear the chanting and screaming of fans desperate to catch a glimpse of the boys, many envious of my position. I peeked out of the back window and was shocked at what i saw. There must be hundreds even thousands or young teenage girls gathered together to welcome the five boys. All the boys groaned. It wasn't that they didn't like their fans but it was too early in the morning for your ears to listen to the sound of girls screaming and crying hysterically. I simply laughed at their misfortune. Serves them right for making me come with them.

"Shut up Sarah, that’s not nice. Liam, Sarah's being mean, she is laughing at me. Make her stop" Louis cried into Liam's top. This boy really didn't work all that well in the mornings.

"Sarah, Stop laughing at Louis. Wake up you guys. Come on think about it.  The sooner we leave the van the sooner we get inside the studio. Sarah stay beside one of us at all times and don't answer any questions they ask you!!".OK, Right everybody out of the van now". Liam instructed and we all slowly slid out of the van to make the 200 meter journey through the sea of screaming fans to the safety of the studio. I didn't realise how horrible it was have to walk up the small lane though the mass of people screaming things at you, wondering why i was with their precious boys.
"Who’s she?"
"She’s to Fat to be seen with the band"
"What is that overweight, ugly slut doing with one direction?"

I could hear the voices but my vision was starting to cloud up as my eyes filled with tears. How could people say that? They didn't even know me but yet they thought they could judge me on my appearance. I know i wasn't perfect but I wasn't fat? Was I? I could feel Liam's hand which was on my back tens in anger at the comments they were shouting at me. He quickly grabbed me around the shoulders and pulled me into the safety of his warm chest, keeping me their until we were inside, where he turned to me and said
"! You’re not a slut or you’re not fat, Just ignore them and listen to what I’m telling you" he leaned forward and pressed his lips against my foreheads I dried up my tears and tried to smile. I didn't want the others who had flew on ahead to escape the fans to know i was crying over something so stupid. I know it is stupid but i get upset really easily. Im used to physical pain from the bullies by now and i can hide it pretty well but it still hits me hard when people make snide remarks or comment on my appearance or personality. I was at that second that the urges came back. I had been clean for months now, ever since Harry brought me here I haven't felt the need to do it but I could feel the urge growing inside me willing me to do it, convincing me to find what i needed to satisfy its thirst, a razor. 

Liam's Pov
Sarah had avoided coming outside with us or anywhere in public for that matter. Ever since we arrived back with her from London the paparazzi have seen her once and that was getting off the plane. That time she had ended up clinging to Louis t-shirt in sheer terror from the fans so i can understand why she has tried to avoid being seen with us

As we made our way through the crowd the other boys basically sprinted inside but I stayed behind Sarah, my hand on her lower back guiding her forward towards the studio. Like always I tried to zone out the screaming and crying but as I felt Sarah slowing down to almost a stop i was brought back to reality and realised what they were saying to her. How could they be so mean to her, she's not fat,  She's perfect. I quickly removed my hand from her back and pulled her into my chest trying to protect her from the insults flying at her before she started crying. I gently guided her towards the door and helped her inside.

"Don't listen to them Sarah they’re just jealous of you!" i told her. I pulled her into me and kissed her forehead. She really was perfect. Why would someone tell her she didn't belong with us. She was basically a 6 member of the band. We all loved her like brothers and would do anything for her. She pulled away and she tried to force a smile on to her face and wipe away her tears before anybody else saw her whilst insisting that she was being stupid, and that she was ok. But something was wrong. I don't know what but it was like a flick had switched in her head. I just nodded in agreement not wanting to upset her more but i think we will have to be more protective of her from now