00:46:58 AM
This was shining on my digital wall timer. Pretty late to be up but, now it was normal for me to be awake till late night - or early morning. I am habitual to it.
I liked to paint at this time. There is no disturbance at this hour. Its me, her and paint.
That moon, it's my bestfriend. It always listens to me. You might think, it's just a gaseous sphere from a million years ago, but for me, it's my bestfriend.
I notice those gaseous balls every day - night, i mean.
I ponder, tim-timate to sitaare bhi hain, itne pyaare lagte hain, fir log sirf chaand aur uski chandni ki hi baatein kyu karte hain.
Coffee, people drink coffee to keep themselves up, it makes them feel less drowsy but with me, coffee makes me sleepy. I could drink coffee and sleep the next instance. Weird, I know.
03:56:45 AM
Oops, its too late to sleep now.
Good morning, sahil. Yes, wishing a good morning to myself i just lied down on the bed for a few minutes. This usually helps me in refreshing my mind & body and i don't need to sleep for that.
I have an exam today. Getting up, i went to shower and got ready in my uniform, i.e., pale shirt, grey pants and a royal navy blue blazer.
I didn't intend to look any greek god in that uniform so i glanced at myself once in the mirror and went down. I saw mother in the kitchen and rest of the house was silent, everyone was still asleep, it's just 6 in the morning anyways. Offering a formal 'good morning' to mother i went out and settled in verandah trying to revise a bit. I couldn't. I didn't try again.
I lied on the couch with my legs still hanging, closing my eyes, i intended to just rest and not sleep but once my eyes closed, they opened nearly after an hour and it was 7:20 by then.
I am going to be late.
With this thought i got up and hurriedly got out of the house and ran towards my school so that i don't miss the bus today.
By the time i reached school, it was 7:40 AM, i was late.
I was last one to enter and the stares and looks i got weren't helping my nervousness.
I looked completely out of the place and disheveled. My hairs were messy and i was sweating. I excused myself and went to restroom in a hope to maybe make myself look a bit more presentable enough.
Nice way to start a day.
