“Meera, uth jaa, exam hai aaj, thoda books mei nigah maarle.”
“Haan ji, uth gyi hu.”
Book mei nazar maarle, maa, kaise btau puri raat yehi to kiya hai, book mei hi to nigah lagayi hai par textbook nhi.
Yeah, i was up again till late night reading a book, but the only problem is, it wasn't my textbook and i have an exam today. I regret my decision of not studying. I couldn't focus and i didn't try again. Reason? interest nhi aara tha.
That's me, thodi pagal hu, bina soche samjhe faisle krti hu, jo man mei aaye bol deti hu, par jo man mei hota hai woh nhi bol pati hu.
“Meera!”
“Kabhi to koi kaam kar liya kar, kaam nhi kar sakti to jaldi hi uth jaya kar, kisi kaam ki nhi hai.”
Nice way to start a morning, good morning, meera.
Wishing myself a good morning, i got ready in my school uniform, that is, white shirt, military green skirt, white stockings and bottle green cardigan. I look fat. I smiled despondently and walked out. While walking to living, i heard badi ammi still mimp about earlier conversation. Disheartened again, i decided to walk myself to school early.
“Khana to khale!” not again.
“Nahi, late ho jaungi, time nhi hai, bye.”
“Haan roz ka hai yeh, jaldi uth jaya kar fir, maa subah uthke marti rehti hai inke liye aur yeh to bas soye rehte aram se ...”
I ran away as she went into her long tirade about how useless i am.
